Collide With Me

Chapter F O U R T Y T H R E E

WARNING! This chapter includes some sexual content. Read at your own risk.

I looked over at the window next to mine to see Ryan constantly running his fingers through his hair. I got up to sit on the window seat. Ryan saw me and he turned to me, "what got you looking at me?" Ryan asked.

"I don't know, maybe just you constantly running your fingers through your hair" I told him and he narrowed his eyes, "what's gotten you worried today?"

"Stuff"

"Is it that book charm?"

He hesitated for a second then admitted it, "yeah"

"Oh alright, you'll find it. It's not like it can walk around. You probably just lost it somewhere close" I said then looked down at my hands, making some pieces of my hair fall on my face.

I could feel his eyes on me, "Why'd you go to him?" I heard him ask himself after he sighed.

I snapped my head towards him, "what?"

"I said, why did you go to Bryan? He doesn't deserve you. You can do so much better" who is he to tell me he doesn't deserve me? I chose to be with him. If I didn't want to be with him then why would I say yes to being his girlfriend? He's speaking non-sense.

"You can't say that" I told him. He looked at me hard for a minute then got up from his bed. He climbed out of his window then came towards mine. I instantly got up from the window seat and backed away from the window. He climbed in through my window, "what are you doing?" I asked him.

"F**k all the bullsh*t that's happening with you right now, I can't handle it anymore" he said and I looked at him in confusion. What is he talking about? He came towards me, one of his hands going up to cup my face and the other one going around my waist. He pulled me close to him then smashed his lips on mine. I was genuinely shocked right now.

Surprisingly, I kissed him back. I know it was wrong and I know I had a boyfriend. If this counts as cheating then screw me. I'm doing the most wrong thing right now. I shouldn't be doing this. I tried to push Ryan away but he pulled me even more closer. He moved me back and my back hit the wall. My hands went on his chest to push him off but he grabbed my wrists. His tongue soon found its way inside my mouth.

He pulled away finally, "Ryan....." I said.

"I don't care anymore, Melissa. You drive me insane. I want you so bad but I can't have you, but now, I don't give a sh*t" he replied looking at me in the eye.

"Ryan, I-"

"I don't care, princess. It's my turn to have you now" he said then again brought his lips to mine. I again tried to push him off but he didn't budge. He brought his hand to my stomach and he lifted my shirt up. His cold hand massaged my stomach and a moan managed to slip out my throat. He groaned against my lips.

His hands went further down my stomach and inside my pants. His hand cupped my core and a moan slipped out again. I felt his buldge poking me. He stopped kissing me and started rubbing me. I rolled my head back and closed my eyes. My breathing was becoming really shaky now.

I felt his finger find my entrance and I moaned again. I wanted him to stop but nothing was coming out of my mouth. I looked back at Ryan to see him staring back at me while biting his lip. He started to go faster and I wanted it to stop, "Ryan, p-please..." I chocked out and he shook his head.

He brought in another finger and I gasped. He knew what was about to happen and so did I, so he went more faster. I wanted it to stop, I wanted him to stop. When I was so close, I pulled his hand out with so much force. I looked at him to see him looking at me so intensely, "get out" I told him and he just continued to look at me, "Ryan, I said get out!" I said more louder. He looked at me for another second then started to come towards me. I moved back which caused him to stop, "no don't. Just get out. Now, Ryan. Get out of here, right now!" He finally climbed out my window and went back inside his. He shut the window hard which caused me to flinch.

I went towards the bed and collapsed on it, crying my eyes out.

He knew that I was dating Bryan yet he still did it. He didn't care at all. He probably knew my heart would break and he still did it. He's broken me. How could he even do that? I am so upset and angry at him right now. I hoped he would be supportive and not mind me dating Bryan, but I now realize that he was jealous this whole time. I don't think I can talk to him anymore.

This chapter was hard to write. Anyways, if you didn't read it because of the sexual content, all that has happened is that she is upset with him. I have officially come up with a plot for the story. Before I didn't really know what I was doing, but I just went with it. And now, I know what's going to happen in the future to the characters and I now finally can rest and normally write the chapters. I used to have so much pressure on myself because I didn't have a plot, but now I have no worries. So please, continue reading.

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