Water Tower

Chapter 33

*MICHAEL'S P.O.V*

a/u: All the stuff in italicized, is Michael's thought. I wanted to let you all know, just incase you got confused. :) enjoy it!

Darkness.

Everything is dark.

I can't move my arms. I can't move my legs. I can't even open my eyes. 

I also have a big ass headache.

"Is anyone down there?" A voice calls. The sound of leaves crunching come closer. I try to yell, but I can't. "Michael?" I can finally recognize the voice. Luke. I want to make a sound, I want to let him know that I'm responsive, but I can't do anything.

"Michael. No no no no no!" He says. 

"Luke, I'm fine." I thought. I want to tell him. I hear the car door creak open.

"Come on buddy! Wake up! Come on! Idiot! Wake the fuck up! Please!" He yells over and over. The sound of panic. God, can he stop yelling? My head is killing me.

"Luke!" someone yells, I believe could be Kaitlyn. 

"WHERE THE FUCK ARE THE AMBULANCE?" He yells again. Ambulance? Oh fuck not them.

"Amanda, don't go down there!" Kaitlyn yells. 

"No! She can't see me like this. No."  I thought.

"Amanda, stay up there!" Luke yells. Thanks Luke. You did something right for once.

"No!" I hear her. Her voice. If anything happens, I would hope that that voice is the last thing I hear. 

"Amanda, are you alright?" Luke asks. She probably fell. Good job Mandy Candy."

"Yeah, I'm fine." She says.

"You shouldn't have come down here." Luke says. Luke, you're on a ball. Tell her to go back.

"I had too." She tells him. Damn it, Amanda!

"No no no. That's not him." She says. Amanda, I'm sorry. I want to tell her, but I can't.

"I don't know what to do Amanda." Luke says. I can't stand to hear this! I don't want them to worry. I wish they didn't have to see me like this. I feel a pressure on my wrist.

"Luke, he has a pulse." Amanda says. At least I'm still alive. 

"Michael. It's Amanda. If you can hear me, please try. I know you can do it." I feel her grab my hand, "Please Michael. Do it for me. Michael, help is here. They're going to take you to the hospital." Damn it, I hate hospitals. "and you're going to wake up. I know you will." I gather all the strength I have left to squeeze her hand. It's the last thing I can feel and remember. 

I love you Amanda. I will try.

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I hear noises, but I still can't move. I can't open my eyes or anything. I can hear people talking, machines beeping and things being moves around. From what I've heard from the doctors is that I'm in a coma. It was caused by the head injury I got from the car accident I was apparently in, and the amount of toxins I took in. It's weird being able to hear people and understand them, but not being able to communicate back. 

"Hey there." Amanda's voice says. I just want to talk back to her. "I hope you're doing better." She says. I feel like shit, but it could be worse. "A lot of people have been asking about you. Wondering how you have been." That's bullshit. Not a lot of people care about me THAT much. "I haven't left the waiting room for about 4 days now. I'm glad they decided to let me come back and stay with you. I promise you, I will not leave your side." She places her hand in mine. I can feel it, but I can't let her know I do. "People probably think I'm crazy talking to you. You probably can't even hear me." She says. I do Mandy! I do hear you! "I'm trying not to lose hope, but it's hard." I can tell by her voice that she is crying. "The doctors say that they have no idea when you're going to wake up. They've given me estimations, but they don't know for sure. You could wake up in a few seconds and you may never." I hear he sniffle. Please don't cry Amanda! I love you! I will wake up for you. "I don't know why you had to do it. The only thing that keeps replaying in my mind is the last thing you told me. I wonder if you remember what you told me." Tell me. "You said, 'It's too late sweetheart. I've got a jet black heart. Just know that I'll always love you', but I can't get past the jet black heart, Michael. I just wish I knew what you meant by that," I swear when I wake up I will tell you baby! I promise. 

I will get better. I will fix myself. I will do everything I can to be the guy you need. I will throw away my past. I will do everything in my power to make you trust me. I will do everything i can! 

I will try.

I will make you love me like you should.

I will get better.

I will be the guy you love forever and ever.

I will.

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a/n: I know this chapter is kind of short. I just wanted to put Michael's thoughts and stuff and show what Michael is going through. Sorry that its been forever since I've last updated. I've had a lot of stuff going on. I will try my best to update as soon as possible. I love you all and thank you so much for reading!