Different || Troyler AU

C H A P T E R : TWENTY-THREE

•• Suicidal Angel ••

TROYES POV::::::::::::::

I opened my eyes to the sound of someone knocking on the bathroom door.

I squinted trying to see past the showers flow of freezing cold water, the edges of my eyes blurry as I looked down at my wrists that were still bleeding.

"Troye!? Are you in there?! Make a noise!" I heard a familiar voice ask.

I groan and turn my head to the side.

I wasn't dead?

Why wasn't I dead?

I saw the still red stained blade on the side of the shower, I picked it up with gentle fingers as the pounding got louder and more forceful.

I moved it to my wrist with sleepy eyes I will do it this time.

It started with me not wanting to die but now I simply didn't care.

I moved to position it so it would slice straight down my wrist, they can't stitch that up.

I heard the banging get silent for a second and then as I was going to press down I hear the person at the door let out a loud sob, I heard a clanking and looked over towards the door to see he had dropped a coin on the ground.

I looked at the purple purple haired boy, "T--Ti--lly?" I stuttered out as I dropped the blade because my fingers had started to go limp.

TYLERS POV::::::::::

I got out a coin from my wallet frantically, I don't know why I was so scared he had probably just fallen in the shower right?

I put the coin into the lock and twist, I hear a click and quickly push open the door.

I dropped the coin making it clink to the tiles, the sight making a sob escape my lips.

Troye was lying there leant up against the shower wall the water from the shower dripping down his overly skinny body, the shirt he was wearing sticking to his body as well as his black jeans, his eyes were droopy as he looked at me his vision fading in and out of consciousness as water droplets dripped off his lips.

His black wings drenched with water making then seem glossy and darker, they fell besides him in the water, droopy.

I saw his hands gripping a shiny object, a blade, as he pressed it to his wrist not yet hard enough to draw blood. Scars scattered all up his wrists and fore arms, new ones bleeding down the drain.

Too many to count.

I stood their with my hand over my mouth and sobs leaving my mouth, I was glued to the spot in shock not knowing what to do.

I snapped out if it when he spoke "T--Ti--lly?" He asked his voice slurred and weak.

I rushed towards him and picked him up to sit on my lap as I screamed his name and gripped his bleeding wrists with my hand.

"Troye keep your eyes open!" I sobbed into his wet hair as his head lolled to the side on my shoulder.

"Troye keep them open please! Don't leave me! Don't go. . ." I finished pathetically as I cried into his hair, his blood and my tears all blending in with the water.

His eyes flickered closed as I tugged him further into me as his head fell off my shoulder slightly. His wings dropped and I let out a scream.