Different || Troyler AU

C H A P T E R : THIRTY-ONE

•• anxious demon ••

TROYES POV:::::::::::::::

I tug Tyler out the door of the apartment and down the hall where we get into the elevator.

The silence is deafening as we walk out the doors of the elevator and out the apartments door and down the sidewalk.

Towards the place.

I feel Tyler lace his fingers with me and give me a confused look obviously asking where we where going.

I give him a lop sided smile and continue to tug him down the sidewalk.

I get onto the mostly deserted street that the apartment where my thinking place is.

I notice that it's getting darker and darker by the minute, I guess I hadn't realised how late it had gotten.

I push open the doors and walk into the foyer, this apartment was mostly completely deserted and barely anybody lived there, it was for people who don't have a lot of money.

I drag him through the stairs since the elevator doesn't work and as we get to the very top Tyler's panting but I'm not.

Do I even breathe anymore?

I turn to look at Tyler as he examines the rooftop with a lopsided smile.

"Is this where you go to think?" Tyler asked me and I nod at him with a wary look on my eyes.

"Thank you." Tyler says to me as he grabs my hand and look me in the eyes.

"For what?" I ask staring straight back at him.

"For showing me." He replies with a smile and his eyes glistening.

I pull him further onto the rooftop and step over the glass that still has bits of my blood on them.

Tyler looks down at the glass then back at me with a sad look, I guess he guessed what I had used to cut myself with.

He kicks the glass and mutters what I think is 'fucking bitch' before he looks back up at me and kisses my cheek.

I sit down on the very edge of the building with my legs dangling over the edge, Tyler looks wary before he sits next to me.

I turn to him and admire how the sky is turning a shade of orange, pink, yellow and red as it goes down.

I look over at Tyler and I notice that the sky lights are reflecting on his face as he looks over the city.

His eyes twinkle with a colour of yellow that merge in with his blue green eyes, has glasses reflecting the sunsets colours perfectly. I notice his hair is fading but it makes him look even more beautiful, his lips are upturned in a small mesmerising smile and I watch as his eyes dart over the city lights. His eyes stand out like a raven in the sky. His wings are getting darker and darker by day and I notice the school talks about that a lot.

I grab his hand and intertwine our fingers. He looks over at me and gives me a smile with his teeth and they glisten against the darkness that is soon consuming us.

"What?" He asks me with a small smile.

"You're just so beautiful." I whisper truly astounded by his beauty at that moment.

A light blush dusts his cheeks and he smiles shyly at me.

"T-Thanks." He stutters and I smile fondly at him.

I look over the edge and watch my feet dangle.

"You okay." Tyler asks me.

"I'm always okay." I whisper out. "If I jumped right now what would you do?" I ask as I feel his hand tighten around mine in a death grip, I look into his eyes that are now mixed with fear.

"Jump with you." Tyler says with absolutely no hesitation in his voice.

I look into his eyes slowly.

"Now I don't want to jump." I say softly.

"Did you want too?" Tyler asks me in almost a whisper.

My eyes answer his question and he looks down and swallows, his eyes glistening.

"I-if you kill yourself, I'm going to as well." Tyler says and he looks up at me and in speechless "I can't live without you Troye."

I'm speechless as I stare into this gorgeous boys eyes, this gorgeous boy just said if I kill myself than he would as well, such a beautiful soul with be lost because of me.

My hands start to tremble and I blink away my tears.

"G-Guess I'll just have to s-stay alive then." I say with a forced smile.

"I f-feel like I just made you agree to something that you really don't w-want to do..." Tyler says as he looks out at the sunset.

"That's cause I don't..." I say and I feel Tyler tense "But day by day you are making me want to stay." I say as I close my eyes for a brief moment.

I feel him looking at me and when I do my breath hitches cause Tyler is sitting their on the very edge of an apartment building, in the sunsets glare with the biggest smile on his face I've ever seen.

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Very very short lol sorry about that.

Goal: 8 votes again cause this shit sucks.

Anywhore.

BUT OH MY GOD okay so it's almost 2016! This year has fucking flown past amiright? Do you guys have any goals for New Years? I wanna get a gf or bf but lol idk haha.

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