Dear Diary (5sos au)

Dear Diary, I'm Depressed

Dear Diary,

So yesterday at school we had four new students from Australia. I never thought I would be so interested in foreign exchange students.

They didn't exactly notice me... But thats okay. Im used to it.

At lunch they sat at the table behind me, with the people I hate most. But it was a blessing to hear their beautiful accents, their adorable giggles and their humerous stories.

I may never get to know Ashton, Calum, Michael, or Luke, but thats okay. They still saved my day.

-Claire X

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{Claires POV- Past}

My parents were still missing, and my diary journals have been the only thing keeping me sane.

It's depressing to me that I will never get to know these four Australian boys.

To know I wont have any friends at all.

What will my future be like? Will I be one of those crazy old women who have too many cats?

I sit in my seat from yesterday, waiting for the rest of the class to arrive.

I watch as Matthew and Ashton walk into the class. Matthew had a bruise on his cheek, and im assuming he got in a fight with someone.

Typical Matthew.

"So do you surf?" He asks Ashton with a chuckle.

"Thats so stereotypical. I've never even held a surf board." They both laugh and sit in their seats from yesterday as well.

Just then, Luke and Calum walk in. They seem to be in deep conversation.
They sit near Matthew and Ashton, and soon they all begin to talk.

I then remember i'm all alone on the other side of the room, and my unnoticed smile fades.

"Luke!" Michael yells as he walks into the class. He runs over to Luke and whispers something in his ear. They both start to laugh, as Michael takes a seat.

"Okay, lets begin!" The teacher, who I now know as Mrs. Ferdette, begins.

By lunch time, I was already tired and starting to zone out.

I made my way into the lunch room. I quickly buy my lunch and sit at my usual table.

The one I sit at all alone.

I start to eat the disgusting school pizza when I feel a tap on my shoulder.

I turn to be faced with my worst nightmare.

Kelsey Moore, your basic, slutty cheerleader. And Matthews girlfriend, coincidentally.

Also one of my bullies.

"Seems like you have a little something on your face." I raise my eyebrow in confusion.

Suddenly, she smashes a plate of food onto my face. I can see Matthew, Luke, Ashton, Calum and Michael all staring at me.

Matthews laughter filled the cafeteria.

I was embarassed out of my mind, and just ran out of the cafeteria.

I ran straight to the bathrooms and into a stall to throw up. I couldnt live like this again. Why did everyone have to hate me?

I hear the bathroom door open, and im sadly sure its Kelsey.

"Hello?" My heart races when I hear the farmiliar Australian accent.

I open the stall door and see Ashton standing there, he looked upset.

"Are you okay, love?" I didnt know what to say.

An australian babe was standing in the girls bathroom asking me if I was okay after I just got humiliated in front of the whole cafeteria.

"Um... Y-" But I couldnt even finish my sentence. I broke down into tears.

Suddenly, a pair of arms wrap around me.

"Hey, it'll be okay."

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{Emmas POV- Present}

None of this made sense. Why was mom bullied so much? If this is her definition of a good time in high school, I wonder what it would be like if she had a horrible time.

But I knew this couldnt be right. There was something our parents never told us, and I wanted to find out.

Hopefully, this diary is my answer.

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So I have no idea what im doing but whatever.

Comment your opinions!

~Claire