Dear Diary (5sos au)

Dear Diary, Im Happy

Dear Diary,

Here I am, one month later. I made a good recovery. I dont feel so upset anymore, I dont feel depressed. I even got to visit my parents last week in rehab, they're doing well.

After the police found me, they let me stay at Allisons instead of a shitty group home.

So my life is slowly coming back together. Ashton isnt mad anymore, but Luke still seems kind of distant.

The only thing that upsets me, is that in three months, these four boys that changed my life, will be gone.

-Claire X

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{Claires POV- Past}

I was sitting next to Calum on the couch. He had been texting for the past hour, he seemed nervous.

Prom was this weekend, but none of us have a date. I dont think any of us are going.

"Hey, Claire?" He finally breaks the silence.

"Yeah?"

"I need some help." He admits, slidingn closer to me.

"Sure whats up?" He looks around the room.

"I um," he begins to whipser, "I want to ask Allison to the prom." I jump off the couch amd start to squeal.

"Oh my god! Okay... I have a great idea!"

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I walked into Allisons room, hoping my plan would work out smoothly.

"Hey, Allie? Can you come down stairs for a minute?" She gets off her bed and nods.

"Sure." We slowly walk down the stairs, and she seems confused as we walk into the dark living room.

She looks around the room.

"Whats going on?" I sit her in a chair and stand to the side next to Ashton, Michael and Calum.

Calum walks into the living room in a nice dress shirt and dress pants. Hes holding his guitar, and has a nervous smile on his face.

"Hey, so um, i'm going to serenade you now..." We all chuckle as he sits down and breathes heavily.

We all wait in silence, until he starts to strum a beat to an unfarmiliar tune.

He had told me he wrote it for Allison.

"I dont even like you," He begins, and I narrow my eyes. What was he singing?

"Why did you want to go and make me feel this way? I dont understand whats happened I keep saying things I never say." Suddenly, he begins to sing a beautiful song we fome to know as Voodoo Doll.

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It was the day before prom, and everyone had a date but me! Well, Michael said his date was the couch but im counting it.

Luke asked some girl Maria to the prom, Ashton asked a shy girl from our school named Kelsey to the dance, and Calum was going with Allison who so obviously said yes.

"Claire! You need to come here! Quick!" Ashton yells. I junp off the couch and follow him to the kitchen.

He quickly shoves me out the back door, locking it behind me. I scoff and turn, but freeze when I see why he just did that.

Michael was standing in a nice shirt and tie, holding a rose in his hands. He had newly dyed hair, a nice shade of blue. A big smile was in his face as I walked closer to him.

"So um, wanna go to prom with me?" I squeal and jump into his arms. We bith laugh as I nod my head.

"Yes!!" I reply, I even shed a few tears of happiness. I never thought I would be asked to prom.

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"Allison, the red dress looks good on you, but light green is totally your color!" I whine, we had been at the dress store for three hours. I had my dress and shoes already picked out.

I decided on a silver dress, knee length, with matching shoes.

"I guess thats true... Okay, I want this one."

After finally finishing our shopping, we went back to her house for dinner. Ashton imsisted on cooking dinner... And we werent sure if he was a good cook or not.

"Hey guys! Just in time to try some of my delicious Chicken!" He greets us at the door. He actually had a chef hat on, he looked ridiculously cute.

After his amazing dinner, me and Allison ran up to her room to plan for prom tomorrow.

"So the limos will arrive at five, bring us to Jaqúes at five thirty for dinner. Then we leave at seven and get to your guys' school at around seven thirty." She says, smiling at her impressive planning.

"So, um I heard there was an after prom party at Gabriel Souths house after prom. Everyones invited and I mean.."

"Sounds fun."

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{Emmas POV}

As soon as mom yelled for me to follow her, we were outside dads hospital room. But a doctor was there to tell us we couldnt go in.

"No visitors at this time." He kept saying. Me and mom both cried, soon Aidan joined.

"Please! What if he dies? Then what?" Aidan screams. The man just sighs.

"Im sorry, you can go in as soon as its prohibited." He promises, walking into the room.

We just stand there, starring at the door. My chest was knotted and my heart was racing,

All I wanted was one last hug from my dad. Thats all I wanted.

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Next chapter is the last 😔 But then an epilogue! Next chapter will be bery long... I think I will finish the story tonight!!

~Claire