Dear Diary (5sos au)

Dear Diary, I'm Healing

Dear Diary,

I finally have my best friend back.

A week ago, I honestly thought my life would still be a living hell.

But now, i'm finally healing.

I spent my whole Saturday with my friends and boyfriend. Also known as my family.

Allison is finally back in my life, and now, I might be able to survive my junior year.

-Claire X

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{Claires POV- Past}

I woke up in my bed, sadly Ashton wasnt there because he slept in his bed last night. But that didnt alter my mood, because today, I was going to the park with everyone.

I slipped on my converse and ran out the door. Off to Allisons house, which wasnt too far away.

I didnt knock, since Allison insisted I never knocked again. For her home, was my home, and that made me eternally happy.

I walk in to see Michael with a sheet over his head.

"Mikey? What are you doing?" I laugh.

He pulls the sheet off his head to reveal newly colored, red hair.

It actually looked really good on him.

"Do you like it?" He asks with a smile and I nod.

"It looks great!" I reply, just as Allison and Calum walk down the stairs.

"Hey its Claire Bear!" Allison says as she runs over to me and pulls me into a hug.

"Hey!" I giggle as she spins me around and accidentally drops me.

I hear laughter from the stair case and look to see Luke and Ashton.

"Not funny!" I whine as I get to my feet.

They all just laugh as they pull on their jackets. I had totally forgotten mine.

I feel something warm cover me. It was Ashton giving me his sweater.

"Aww thanks, Ash." I smile up at him as he kisses me.

"Ew. Get a room." Calum pretends to throw up causing everyone to laugh.

"Lets just go!

We finally got to the park, and Allison immediatly dragged Luke to the swingset. I evily smile to myself, I totally ship them.

"Come on! I wanna go on the slide!" Ashton drags me to the jungle gym. It was way too small for us, but that didnt stop him.

We got to the top and we sat on the metal floor. He took out a sharpie, and began to write on the play set wall.

"Ashton!" I say, but I was too late.

He already wrote the initials A + C in an arrow heart.

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{Emmas POV- Present}

I watch as Aunt Allison walks into the waiting room in a panic.

"Are they okay?" She asks mom frantically.

"Mommy!" Josh cheers and jumps into his mother arms. She hugs him tightly and cries slightly.

He had been at our house since she was working late.

"They um, they arent doing good." Mom says, and Aunt Allison sits in a seat. She begins to cry harder, and suddenly the whole reality of it all was hitting me.

My dad is dying.

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So um yeah... 🙊

~Claire