Dear Diary (5sos au)

Dear Diary, I'm Trying

Dear Diary,

Something happened when Ashton kissed me. I became happier, I felt safer.

We spent the rest of that night watching movies and eating junk food. It was the best night, i've had in a long time.

My favorite part of the night, was when I became Ashtons girlfriend.

-Claire X

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{Claires POV- Past}

I look over to Ashton, who was still sleeping on my bed. I placed my diary on my desk and went downstairs to make breakfast.

Luckily it was Saturday, so I didnt have to deal with school.

I was going to make a big breakfast, pancakes, scrambled eggs, sausage, all that.

But I was too lazy so I just got some cereal.

I sat at the table and thought about how the rest of the year would go. Would I see my parents again? Should I call Ryan to tell him?

Ashton walks down the stairs, with no shirt I may add, and sat at the table across from me. He smiled, revealing his cute dimples.

"Morning." He says, grabbing some cereal for himself.

"Morning, Ash." I giggle, finishing up my Cheerios.

"Wanna hang out with me and the boys today?" He asks, and this is such a weird feeling.

Being invited to hang out with friends, eating breakfast with my boyfriend.

I usually sleep in and eat junk food on Saturdays.

"Sure, let me get ready."

I walk up the stairs and pull some comfortable clothes out of my dresser. I was really excited to hang out with the boys today. I really want them to get to know me. The real me.

Not the depressing me.

Once I was ready, he drove us over to the house of the people they are staying with.

I actually had no idea who they were put with for the year.

"Hey, Claire?" Ashton asks, stopping at a red light.

"Hmm?"

"Are you going to be okay?" He asks seriously.

"I'm trying."

A few minutes later, we pull into a driveway. A very farmiliar driveway.

My heart begins to speed up, and my hands start to sweat.

"Th-this is where your staying?" I ask and he nods, his smiling turning to a frown.

"Do you know the Coopers?" He asks and I nod.

"Allison- She used to be my best friend."

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{Emmas POV- Present}

I finished the next entry and set the diary next to me on the table.

I was sitting in a chair beside mom, who was silently crying to herself.

I was so caught up in the past, in my families past, I had forgotten my father and uncles were nearly dying.

The doctor told us the reasoning for the crash was still being investigated.

For now, we just had to wait.

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Sorry if this is hella short :-(

New character for my bae 💕

~Claire