Dear Diary (5sos au)

Dear Diary, Im Thinking

Dear Diary,

I dont really want Luke to leave, but its for the best. That way Ashton wont think anything is going on... Which nothing is going on anyways... Right?

Plus I came here to be alone. Not to babysit Luke. Not to fall inlove with him...

What am I saying!?

I have to go bring Luke to the airport, I definitely need time to think about all this. Wish me luck.

-Claire X

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{Claires POV- Past}

I put my diary down and grabbed my purse. I shoved on my sunglasses and made my way to the hotel rooms kitchenette.

Luke was eating a bagel, starring at his phone.

"You ready, Hemmings?" I ask, causing him to jerk his head up towards me. He sighs and grabs his luggage.

"I guess."

We walk outside and catch a cab to the airport. The ride was mostly silent besides the driver talking in french. We just smiled and nodded, pretending to understand him.

We make it to the airport, and Luke walks over to his departure.

"Well, see you in five months." I say, choking back my tears.

"Claire? What are we?" The question I was trying to avoid,

"I dont know Luke! If you dont remember, I have a boyfriend. I love Ashton and..." But I couldnt finish that sentence. Not with Lukes sad, blue eyes starring into mine.

Without another word, he grabs my cheeks and brings his lips to mine. This kiss, it made my heart stop. My stomach exploded with butterflies.

He pulls away in smiles.

"See you soon, Claire."

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I was cuddled under my blankets, starrinng at the ceiling. I was really missing Luke.

Or maybe I wasnt just missing Luke. Maybe it was just the presence of another life with me.

I jump as my phone starts to ring. I check the caller ID, and to my surprise it was Calum.

"Hey, Cal?" I answer.

"Hey, Claire! So um want to tell me whats going on?" I lick my chapped lips, trying to process what he asked.

"What do you mean?" I finally ask.

"Luke just got back, and he seems different."

"Hes probably tired Calum!" I try to say as if it was obvious. But this was Calum Hood, he could see right through my lies.

"Claire." He warns, with a long sigh.

"Look Cal," I begin, "What happens in Paris, stays in Paris."

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{Emmas POV- Present}

"Calum has been in love with me all these years?" Aunt Allison whispers to me and mom. We were sitting in a private waiting area, just the three of us.

"I guess I kind of knew. I mean... When we were kids, when he-" Mom stops, leaving me on the edge of my seat. I wanted to know what happened!

"I know... But I thought that was a High School crush... Its been nearly twenty years." Aunt Allie says. She looks over to me. "How come he only remembers Emma and not Aidan, Josh or Maria?

"Well probably because Emma is his only actual god child. I mean, I guess that would kind of make sense." Mom says. She pulls me close to her, giving me a tight hug.

Suddenly, a group of nearly ten girls burst in. They are all screaming and crying. They have phones, taking several pictures.

They were fans.

"Oh my god! Emma! Claire! Allison!"

"Are they okay? What happened?"

"Can we have pictures and autographs?"

A security guard immediatley runs in and yells for them to leave or else authorities will be contacted.

Sadly, those fans just reminded me of dad. Of how he could be dead at any moment.

I would never get a hug from him again. Not another kiss on the cheek, or a silly wink, or an "im proud of you, Em."

I might never have my father back.

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This made me tear up 😭

Sorry for the really late update 😖

~Claire