Dear Diary, I'm Lost

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Dear Diary,

I just woke up, in a five star hotel.

I must of been really tired. I mean, I did have a big day...

The eiffell tower, some huge mall that seemed to be important. Then, I went to find a cab and somehow I got lost for like three hours.

I honestly miss the boys and Allison, but I had to do this. Anyways, I will see them in five months...

-Claire X

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{Claires POV- Past}

I put my diary in the nice oak nightstand, and make my way into the bathroom. The bathtub was huge, so I decided to take a nice, long bath.

When I was done, I got dressed in some of my new clothes I bought yesterday.

Thats when I remembered my phone has been off since the flight. I turn it on, and see an incoming call from Ashton.

"Hello?" I quickly answer.

"Claire! Guys she answered!" I here him call out, "can you please tell me why your on the news? Apparently you never showed up to the group home?" I decide to play this out smoothly.

"Yeah. I decided to leave... Im in Paris."

"What? PARIS! What the hell is going on?" He sounds concerned, and I cant lie to him.

"I didnt want to go, Ashton! This was my chance to get away for awhile! Please dont be mad."

Theres a long pause.

"Im not mad, babe. Im just happy your okay." He says in a soft, sweet voice.

"Good... I have to go, I will call you later."

"I love you." He whispers, and something tells me not to say it back. I love Ashton, but not the way he loves me. I dont want to lead him on, but I dont want to hurt him.

"I love you too."

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I was sitting in a really cute cafe, drinking some random kind of coffee. I was watching mines outside the window, they were pretty funny to be honest.

I sigh, figuring I should go back to my hotel because I was still really tired.

When I got back, I got in some pajamas and made a bunch of snacks. I out in some random movie with English subtitles.

Its really not the same.

It was around six or seven, when there was a knock at the door. I heaitantly open it, revealing a farmiliar face.

"Luke, what are you doing here?" I let him in, and watch as he picks me up and kisses me.

"I had to see you... I um, missed you." I was still in shock from him kissing me, but he didnt seem phased at all.

"Luke, did you just kiss me?"

"I sure did, and it wont be the last time."

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{Emmas POV- Present}

Finally, Aunt Allison runs into the room.

"Thank god your here! Calum remembers you!" Mom says, bringing her over to uncle Cal.

"What? He only remembers me?" She asks confused.

"Well Emma too..." Mom says.

Calum looks up at Aunt Allison and smiles.

"Hey, Calum, im happy you remember me, but can I ask why? I didnt think I was that important." He chuckles softly and grabs her hand.

"Its because im in love with you."

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Wowwww

~Claire

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