Dear Diary (5sos au)

Dear Diary, I'm Torn

Dear Diary,

Im still in shock.

Yesterday, Luke showed up at my hotel door in Paris. I dont know how he found me, but now I know why. He told me he loved me, and I said it back.

Im a horrible girlfriend.

The thing is, I still love Ashton. Im torn.

-Claire X

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{Claires POV- Past}

I throw the diary into my suitcase, looking over at the couch to where I made Luke sleep last night.

His blonde hair was stuck up in a few different directions, some was stuck to his forehead from sweat.

He looked peaceful.

"LUKE GET UP!" I say jumping on top of him. I guess I scared him too much because he fell onto the floor.

"What the hell?" He groans but I just laugh.

"Im leaving." I say causing him to jump upZ

"What? Your leaving again! Im going with-"

"Luke!" I interrupt, "I meant im going shopping. I'll be back." He smiles.

"Oh. Can I go?" I sigh but nod my head, I didnt feel like arguing.

"I guess. You better be good." I laugh.

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We finally got to the mall where they had a bunch of different clothing shops. Even though I already bought some, it was an addiction and I needed more.

"Oh my god this dress is gorgeous!" I say, dragging Luke over to the racks. He rolls his eyes.

"Then just get it." He say and I laugh.

"Luke I cant just get it. I have to make sure it fits, and looks good on me, and doesnt make me look fat- and I have to make sure I have a matching oair of shoes."

"This is going to take all day." He whines.

"You wanted to come! Now help me get this thing on."

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When we finally finished shopping, we went out to eat. Luke insisted we have Croissants, I dont know why.

"These are pretty good." I admit.

"Told ya." He replies, shoving the last piece into his mouth.

Suddenly my phone starts to ring. I look down to see Ashtons picture ID.

"Hey, Ash." I answer.

"Hey babe, um I dont knoe how to say this but, um, Luke is missing." My jaw drops.

"Just a minute." I put Ashton on hold and look angrily at Luke.

"YOU DIDNT TELL ANYONE YOU WERE LEAVING?" I scream. A few people stare at us, but probably cant understand us.

"Well yeah! I didnt, um, I just didnt want them to try and come with me. I came here to tell you I love you and then I kisses you." I roll my eyes and pick up my phone again.

"Ashton? Um so Luke is here with me, hes fine. I will make sure he ges back safely as soon as possible." Lukes eyes widen but I ignore him.

"Thank god. Wait, why the hell is he in Paris?"

"Uh- He came to make sure I was okay. Gotta go, bye!" I quickly hang up and look over at Luke.

"I dont wanna leave!" He whines, sticking out his bottom lip.

"Too bad, Hemmings. You leave tomorrow."

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{Emmas POV- Present}

We all stood in shock.

Uncle Calum was in love with Aunt Allison?

"Calum-" Aunt Allison begins, but he stops her.

"Oh my god." We all look at him. "You have a son, his name is Joshua. I remember the day he was born... You have a husband too, dont you?" He asks and she nods.

"Now I remember why I was always so depressed."

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Here you gooooo ☺️

~Claire