Chapter 1

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"This isn't something that I wanted. This isn't something that I want. This isn't something I will ever want...

Life decides to break me from every chance I get. Life decided to wreck me from every chance I got.

It's a long road... that's how to interpret life. Decoding it is difficult and you will find that even trying to is, pointless.

Life can be mesmerizing at times. And it can get you on the highway to hell at times; even when you are in no mood to. Life is the devil that makes you lose all your remaining way of endless infinite thoughts.

I woke up from my thoughts. I wasn't in a mood for anything. I didn't want to do anything. Just lie down on the floor and let the fears and guilt consume me.

Or rather, eat me up from within.

It was hopeless.

I couldn't stand a chance against it. I knew it. I didn't want to face it. Face reality from truth. I didn't want to envy other's life. I just wished one thing could just save me from drowning from within.

I lay on my bed, staring onto the ceiling.

Drenching my thoughts along with my body.

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Note

First, if you're still reading this,  I don't think I can ever thank you enough for selecting this book. First book ever that I have uploaded on Wattpad.

This book is a pure work of fiction.

 It is copyrighted.

 If you find the starting crappy, I promise you it will get better chapter by chapter. 

If there are any errors or spelling mistakes, please feel free to point them out in the comments section; since most chapters are unedited.

There is a strong usage of swear words. If you are one of easily hurt people, I'm so sorry, but this book might not be one for you. 

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Love,

-M



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