Daydream Away

Intro,

Hiya, my name's Maria. Which is really cool because my favorite band, All Time Low, has a song called "Dear Maria." I'm 23 years young. I finally moved out of my parents and now I live in an apartment in Baltimore. My dad is an alcoholic, and my mom is too scared to get a divorce. I feel real bad for leaving her with him but I couldn't stand all the abuse. I would've lived with some other family but that's the thing.. I honestly don't have any other family.

My parent's didn't have siblings.. Well my mom had a nephew Tom, but he was an alcoholic and died in his sleep.. We only met once when I was 15 then again when I was about 17. I didn't know him well.. I wish I did. We didn't even get to go to his funereal, if he even had one. My mom doesn't know the rest of her family and my dad's family is pretty much all dead..

 I have one friend though that has stuck with me through everything. And then there's my boyfriend.. who I hate. I'm in my moms situation in a way. Except I can break up with him any time and not have to go to court. He does all kinds of drugs, he's an alcoholic and is in a gang as well. I really want to break up with him but I'm scared if I do he'll beat the living shit out of me as if he doesn't already. I don't know. I just love music. I'd love to be in a band but I don't have any friends.

And I can honestly say I'm absolutely in love with Jack Barakat despite I don't know him in person. Um, I used to self-harm.. Well I still do sometimes.. like yesterday. Imeanwat. I try not to eat often as well. Haley (my one friend) says I'm gonna develope an eating disorder but I don't care. It'd be good for me. Well that's about it bye! 

[a/n this story was honestly based off a dream I had a while back so I guess that's cool]