9. I'm not gay

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20th March

7:35

Caspar's p.o.v
I'd gotten to Zalfie's apartment about an hour ago and came straight to the couch. Ever since then Joe's been asleep in my lap. I really need a drink, but I can't risk waking him up.

I still hate you, Joseph Sugg.

But why do I feel so attracted to him?

Why does he give me butterflies?

I'm not gay. He has a girlfriend. I'm pretty sure I'm just imagining these feelings.

"Caspy.." Joe sleepishly groaned.

He called me Caspy.

Fireworks exploded.

I don't like Joe. We're only just starting to be friends again. I cannot and do not have a crush on Joe sugg.

"Yeah Jojo?" I spoke softly, gently pushing so hair off of his forehead.

He rolled over in my lap so his face was now buried in my shirt.

He's so cute. I mean he's doing something cute he's n-not cute.

I'm not gay.

"I'm hungry." He moaned.

"Ok, do you wanna order pizza?!" I exclaimed.

Pizza was my all time favourite food.

"YEAH!" He exclaimed as shoot up from my lap.

He looked down and scratched the back of his neck.

What's the matter?

"Sorry..." He murmured.

"What for?" I asked confused and started to get up off of the couch.

"G-getting excited and stuff. I'm sorry..." He mumbled glancing into my eyes.

I scooped him up into a hug.

It broke my heart to think he could be so happy over something and then have to apologise for it. That means someone at one point has told him off for being happy.

"Never apologise. You should be able to get excited, I love pizza." I giggled, yes giggled.

"Ok!" He smiled.

"Now let's order pizza, hey?!" I beamed, releasing him from my embrace.

-15 minutes later-

Knock!
Knock!
Knock!

"I'll get it!" I yelled, jumping off the couch and flying toward the door.

The pizza delivery guy gave me a funny look as I snatched the boxes out his hands.

"That's $15 for one medium ham and pineapple and medium one pepperoni." He said bluntly.

I payed him and shut the door, spinning on my heel.

"Joe!! Pizzas here!!" I yelled excitedly and Joe and rushing in.

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