Unrequited ||Jaspar AU

16. Remember

2nd April

8:57 am

Joe's p.o.v
I slowly edged my eyelids open, the light gently brushing the bedroom in a golden colour. I felt something wrapped around my waist, I turned over, only to be meet by Caspar's face. I was stunned. Why was he in here?

"Morning." I croaked in my morning voice.

He probably found that really unattractive, Joe. Wait... Why do I care?

"Morning." He croaked back.

His eyes were only half open and a smile was plastered on his face.

"What are you smiling at?" I asked.

"Oh nothing!" He replied quickly.

That's strange. Meh, I'm probably just over reacting.

"What's happening today then?" I quickly asked, breaking the tension.

Something was off, something wasn't right. But what?

"I'm going to see a close friend of mine. I would bring you but... Uh he's had social issues and I think it would cause him some stress." His eyes were open now and he was hitting his lip.

His tone changed and expression as well.

A small wave of jealousy and fright lapped over me. But I was still is sure what was going on.

Was it something I did or said? What even happened last night? I don't remember anything except for Zoe talking to me. Why is Caspar even in my bed with me?!

"Caspar... What happened last night? I don't remember anything." I asked.

I sat up and my head started spinning. My chest was cramping and my throat felt like it was closing up.

His face went deep shade of red but his expression was instantly carved with worry and panic at my words.

What happened?

"C-Caspar...." I chocked out.

That's all I managed to say. Everything went black and my head hit against a hard surface.

"Joe! JOE! Are you okay?!? JOE?" Caspar's wails became faint.

I could only hear my heart beat in my ears. I could taste blood, and I could smell it too. But I couldn't see anything.

Then suddenly, wether it was a dream or memory I don't know, Caspar and I alone on the couch. But I was watching myself and Caspar. Was this last night? We kissed. He saw my scars. We kissed again. Then I fell asleep. He carried me down stairs to my bed.

It was like watching a movie and I was in it but I was also watching it at a different time.

It was perfect.... we were perfect.

He was perfect, He was Caspar Lee.

Then something must of happened....

I woke up.

"JOE!" Caspar screamed.

My body jolted up.