Unrequited ||Jaspar AU

15. Kisses for Caspar

WARNING: Panic attack. (It's short and brief, but if your not okay with that, it's fine. Stay safe everyone! Love you all and enjoy! :))

1st April

8:45 pm

Caspar's p.o.v
We were alone,

together,

in the same room.

Though most would deem this situation as awkward, I didn't. I just wanted to know what made the little brunette so upset and for some reason I cared way more than I should. I smiled slightly as I studied his figure and saw he was wearing one of my sweat shirts. But, For some reason something also disinterested me about him.

I decided to break the bubble of silence that had taken us prisoner.

"Joe, are you ok?" I asked quietly, looking down at him.

He seemed to flinch when I spoke, he looks so lost in thought. He slowly regained himself and looked up at me.

"Y-yea- I don't.... K-know." He started shaking.

His eyes glassy and his body curled up, He breath shortening.

Panic attack.

I crouched down in front of the couch, where he was sitting, and grabbed his hands. I held them in mine.

They fitted together perfectly.

"Joe, Joe. It's ok, I need you to take a deep breath ok? Look at me Joe." His shaking body stilled and breath slowed down as he turned his attention to me.

I stared into his eyes, he stared back. They were the perfect blue and they were so bright, but they also held something dark. Something I was determined to change in him, and make him the happiest he's ever been.

"Are you okay, Joe? Please tell me, I will never hate you again. I can't risk losing you. I care, Jojo, I really do." I spoke gently, our hands still latched together.

He just looked at me.

He started blushing and a small smile spread across my face, at first I was confused, but what happened next explained it all.

Joe patted the couch beside him and I did as I was told. We were sat closer than before, hands connected, just the two of us. Nothing could ruin this moment. The Joe did something completely out of the blue.

He leaned in and his lips pressed to mine.

Shock was my immediate reaction, but the truth was, this is what I've been waiting for. I knew Joe and I had some chemistry that was just blinded by hate, you see, love has this weird way of helping people fall into an emotion they both share for each other and it's called love, maybe this was it.

Maybe Joe was that person.

His lips were soft as they touched mine, he went to pull away, but I curled my arm around his neck and he smiled into the kiss as I pulled him back. They moved together perfectly, and no one has ever made me feel this way. Our lips moved as one and every second felt like heaven. His hands made their way to my hair and his fingers grabbed hold of it gently. My other arm, snaked around his waist.