A/N:
Before you start, I feel like this one shot is very similar to a few ive written previously (like Just Hold Me, Magic and But With You). I suppose this one could be seen as the original feelings Alfie had about putting his heart out there in Magic and But With You.Anyways, enjoy this, and please read until the end for a special message/request
K x
Alfie's POV
I'm not really one to get sentimental. Sure, I have feelings and thoughts about stuff, but I'm not someone who cries at romantic movies and wears their heart on their sleeve. The very thought of that scares me above many other things. Being vulnerable and letting everyone know how you feel... I've just never been someone who puts myself out there like that.
So sitting here now watching my girlfriend of 3 years from the other side of the couch as she types away on her phone, smiling at whatever stupid thing she's looking at, it's scaring me out of my mind. She's beautiful, anyone could see that. She's extremely physically attractive, and hey, I won't lie to you, that's one of the first things that attracted me to her when we first started Skyping and tweeting one another all those years ago, but how I feel about her now... It's different. I know her now.
I know all her little traits and habits. I know her personality and her comebacks, her excuses and her sense of humour. I know her favourite colour, music genre, film type and animal. I know her baby voice and how she gets something she wants, and what she likes to eat and drink on a long journey. I know every freckle on her body and every cell in her being. Every thought in her head and every line on her feet. I know her, and my goodness do I love her.
The way I feel about this woman is the first emotion I've not been able to control. I can't help but fall in love with her all over agin when she opens her eyes into mine each morning, and I can't help how my heart wills my eyes to stay open long enough to watch her fall asleep each night. She's gorgeous. A gorgeous sight, yes, but also a gorgeous soul. She is my gorgeous girl. My girl, and my heart beats out my chest just thinking about it.
"Alfie?" My name tumbles out of her lips with a gentle smile. She's staring over at me, her phone now thrown to the side of her on the sofa, her head cocked to the side slightly as her eyes meet mine.
"Yes Gorgeous?" This is what I mean. If you'd have told me a few years ago I'd be lying on the couch watching a girl with heart eyes as she simply sat across from me, calling her Gorgeous and fully prepared to do whatever I knew she was about to ask of me I'd have probably laughed in your face, but here I am doing exactly that.
I just can't help myself with her. With her, there's this whole other side of me.
"Can you come over here?" Zoe asked in her sweet voice, her eyes wide and her head tilted slightly.
Her last word had barely left her lips by the time my bum had left the chair and by the time she'd blinked I was by her side. She smiled at me and took my hand, tugging it slightly.
"What's up?" I asked her, confused by her actions.
Her gorgeous blue eyes stared up at me cheekily and her lips turned up in an adorable smile.
"Can we have a cuddle?" she asked, her voice going high at the end. She didn't need to say anything else. I jumped behind her on the sofa and turned her body so it could cuddle into mine. She let out an innocent but purposeful moan as she snuggled into my chest and kissed my chest through my shirt.
In that moment there with her, I didn't care about whether people judged me for being sentimental, or if I had to let everyone know how I feel about my girl. All I cared about, all that really mattered, was Zoë.
A/N:
Oh my goodness! We've reached 3k! Thank you guys so so so much!!!
Sorry this one's kinda short compared to others, but if you're still reading, I just have a little request;
I'm kind of running low on ideas/stimuli for these one shots. If anyone could suggest some topics, ideas or starters, that would be amazing!Thanks for being such great supporters,
Katie x
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Zalfie Oneshots
FanficA bunch of random oneshots about the adorable couple that is Zoe Sugg & Alfie Deyes.