Trust Me ?- COMPLETED

Part 11 Alexis?

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Alexis POV

I want to go see my dad before he leaves again.

We've barely spoken since i was carried out of the house by Xavier and the boys. I was pretty mad at him for allowing that to happen and called him every name I could think of. I haven't been the best daughter since then. 

Now I understand why he did it I feel somewhat ashamed. The method was a beyond ridiculous one and I can't believe between 5 grown men the best solution they thought of was kidnapping but from this experience, I can truly begin to live.

I'm sure if I tell Xavier he won't let me go. He still doesn't trust that I understand mating well enough to want to be here alone. I've been pacing my room all morning trying to figure out what I should do. Every time I try to imagine his reaction I somehow end up picturing him topless and pinning me to a bed or a wall. 

God Lexi you're such a slut! I reprimanded myself just as my thoughts started to get away from me again. 

I've been waiting for him to leave all day. He's finally gone and i'm still stood here fighting with myself. Right. That's it. If I don't go now I know I won't. I grabbed my mini rucksack tossing it over my shoulder and making my way over to the door. I looked back into my room for a moment. Should I? I mean this is my dad..

'Go.'

Alright i'm going!

I walked out my door and down the hallway as quietly as possible. If someone catches me i'm lamb for the slaughter.

I released the breath that I was holding once I closed the front door behind me deciding to run through the forest at the back of the estate just in case there were cameras at the front gate. Now I understand why we had to buzz in at the gate. Rogues and what not. I took off in the trees towards the directions of my real home.

Xavier will be pissed.

Xavier POV

The pack members are exhausted. We can't find her anywhere. And no-one on guard saw her slip through our defense. Why would she do this? 

She's been gone for 2 whole days and we haven't even so much as found a footprint. The pain of the mark was becoming too much to bare.

'Send them all home.' I whispered to Cole as I dragged myself in the direction of my office.

I didn't even look back.

We've been trying to pick up a scent, footprint, a strand of hair, anything that would lead us in a general direction. We tried her house and she's not their either. Where is she? We need her here. I've been so distressed lately I've even neglected the health of my own men and sent them out tracking on no sleep for the past 2 days and no food breaks. I feel like shit. I'm sure they do too.

If she left I thought she would have gone back to her dad's place. There's no smell of rogues anywhere near our territory for the next 20 miles outside of bounds. 

She left me. 

I don't want anyone to see me like this. Cole and I have been friends since birth but I will never let him see me cry. I brought down the barrier to my mind-link and locked myself in my office. Sometimes as strong as I am, you just need a good cry.

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Unknown POV