Trust Me ?- COMPLETED

Part 35 I Am Sam

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Alexis POV

I feel like a total bitch.

He did something so sweet and I may as well had just flipped him the bird and drove off into the sunset.

I think it’s more than safe to assume fumes were rolling out of my ears into the earth’s atmosphere.

Anything’s possible at this point.

Let’s not forget that from the age of 5 up until a few months ago, I didn’t credit the existence of werewolves apart from the occasional dive into Twilight fiction.

In fact, I don’t think I credited them. Ever! 

Fuck, If you had told me 7 months ago my soul mate would be a werewolf, I’m pretty sure I would have had you locked into a mental asylum. 

I wish a fate like that was still available for me at this point. 

Dickhead.

Why did he yell at me? In front of his father at that. I asked his wolf for understanding and they still used Alpha tone to try and command me not to feel. How can you try and make someone feel emotions you want them to? Alpha tone me in front of my friend and the previous Pack Alpha because my Birthday’s make me feel angry, hurt… upset.

I hadn’t realized the extent of my own beastly strength until now. The pure simmering rage seeping through my veins embodied me in ways I could barely fathom.

The second I found myself being swallowed into the shadows of the forest trees, my clothes ripped from my bare flesh and my wolf came to the surface. I thought I was pissed… But she was angrier than I was. She didn’t appreciate being scowled in such a manner by our mate.

That one angry tear slid down my ice white fur as my crystal white paws pounded into the forest floors gathering dust into my flawless fur. I don’t know where I’m going. I don’t give a shit either. All I wanted to do was run. 

My feet carried me without a second thought.

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Xenara POV

I’m off to the airport with Chase to pick up Alexis’ second part of her birthday present. Although I’m not quite sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing… 

Xavier is making me take Lexi’s car and I watched him park up the Range in her spot in the garage. He was currently making me go and pick up her father.

Some might say this is adding fuel to the fire. 

‘Xen are you thinking yourself into a coma?’

‘Shhhhhhhhhhhh!’

His raspy voice interrupted my thought waves and left me a little confused... I don’t remember what I was saying.

‘You always do that. You always go blank when you’re overthinking. Stop it.’

‘I’m not overthinking.’

‘You are.’ 

‘I’m not.’

‘You…’

‘Don’t even think about it!’

Apparently I must not have spoken at all because he still did it. I have the weirdest weak spot.

My foot slapped on the breaks in confirmation.

He JUST did it. Goddamn it!

I sighed in slight annoyance.

‘Jesus Xen! You should really pay attention to the road! Did you hit something?’

 He’s really going to pretend like he didn’t do anything? He’s so immature.

My soft quiet self was disappearing a little more by the hour every hour I’m around him… He’s like a big kid in a delicious man’s body. That and the fact that I’m around Alexis so frequently has tweaked my personality to something fierce.

I feel like my mom when my sister first started dating...

‘No boyfriend until you married!!’ Now try that line again in an annoying older Asian lady voice. 

I chuckled out loud to my inner most thoughts. He joined in.

I never used my barriers around him. He knows my everything. It was his idea. Initially, I could barely look him in the eye. He thought it was the best icebreaker to just search each other’s minds to get to know our inner workings quicker than the norm. 

I guess something like that would have either a really positive or negative effect on a couple.

You never know what the other could be hiding… Would you find out something that would make you want to shift and pounce the other way?? 

Let’s just say it took a lot of convincing on his part before I agreed to do it. 

‘Ermmmm… Xen??’

‘Yeah?’ I replied snapping from my thoughts back to the real world.

‘You can’t stop here. It’s kind of... Illegal.’

‘Then for Christ sakes stop being a bully. I’m trying to drive and those shivers are heavy inappropriate for operating heavy machinery.’

‘Then I’d suggest you stop giving me those eyes… You know how much I love arguing with you’

‘God you’re a creep.’

Rolling my eyes, I pressed down on the gas pedal heading further in the direction of the airport. What kind of werewolf gets sexual thrills arguing with their mate? He can be so immature…

Which reminds me, I Am Sam is showing tonight.

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 Can I just take the time to point out I Am Sam is one of my all time favourite Korean dramas?