Trust Me ?- COMPLETED

Part 19 Standard Chick Rule #1

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Alexis POV

I'm embarrassed beyond belief. And quite frankly, stunned.

By his actions what am I supposed to believe?! How am I supposed to know anything when he never trusts me long enough to give me some Goddamn truth? Do I give off some kind of magnetic field that annihilates all surrounding truth from around me every month or something? This reoccurring theme of lies with a side of bshit is getting tedious. He couldn't trust me as far as he could throw me.

It's times like these I just need my mom.

I could never talk about these things with my dad. The thought of her makes my heart ache even more knowing I will never speak to her again. 

I slowed to a complete stop taking in a few rapid breaths in a bid to slow my heart rate down. When I finally stopped long enough to take in my surroundings I felt pain again. I had just ran to a place surprisingly similar to where my mom had taken me to complete my transformation.

I paused momentarily taking in the familiar rows of floral colors.

I broke down immediately. I hardly ever cry but when I do, I cry until it feels like my hearts bleeding.

I cry because I'm truly hurt, lost. Broken...

Chanelle POV

Now just what the fuxk are Richard and Rose up to? Lexi spent the night with me and Cole. She couldn't bear to face Xavier and I understood completely. Why did he embarrass her the way he did?

Idiot.

He has so much to learn. I found her in the forest near a pond. Butt naked, puffy red eyes and trembling. That son of a bitch.

I usually don't get emotionally involved in anything I say let alone anything I see around me but this time he's gone too far. This is my best friend!

As we pulled up in Xavier's drive way, it's safe to say I was pissed. I gave Lexi a quick glance before opening my door, slamming it shut then storming over to her side practically dragging her out of the passenger seat, kicking the door closed and marched up the stairs her hand still firm in my grip.

He will rue the day he ever made my best friend look like some clingy side chick in front of Natalie Scalava. That devil child could never be half of what Lexi is and I'll be damned is he will treat Natalie as though she's the better option.

I released Lexi's sweaty palms ushering her towards her room saying I would grab some snacks and drinks before accompanying her.

That wasn't a lie per say.. just an exaggerated truth. I will be doing what I said. That is, after I rip our thoughtless Alpha to shreds.

Turning I steamed down the hallway towards his office. I know that's EXACTLY where he is. I didn't bother to knock. I have no respect for his space right now.

'C2 what the hell do y..' upon observing what I hope to be a deadly look on my face his sentence fell short into perpetual silence.

'Cole. OUT. ' I pointed firmly towards the door pausing long enough for my mate to oblige to my wishes. Cole and I have an understanding. When I'm this mad or annoying about anything, do as I say. Standard chick rule #1.

I wish Xavier learned it so I wouldn't have to beat it into him like I was planning on doing.

'Now hold on a minute C2..'

'I don't recall telling you speak Xavier. '

I crossed my arms pondering over my sudden bravery. Never in my life did I ever dream of speaking to him this way. I was like a lioness protecting her cub or something. While I stood in silence Xavier took this opportunity to clear his throat and sit down quietly in his chair. He fidgeted under my gaze and I could tell he didn't plan on fighting me at all.

'Where do I start with you huh? In fact I won't say anything. YOU! Start talking.' I demanded taking a seat opposite him mirroring his body language by crossing my arms too.

'About what? ' his voice sounded relatively normal in his response. Is he taking the piss?

'Don't you try and fuxk me over or you'll feel my wrath kindle against you more that you ever envisioned possible from anyone to walk this earth. You fuxked up... Again! How could you put Scalava above Alexis like that at such a serious time as that? In front of your parents that already treat her like some common scum. Do you know what Natalie told us to make Lexi flip out the way she did?! She said Xavier, that you were hers. She said you were her boyfriend and she's here to plan her wedding to you in 2 months' time. She SAID. She FUXKED. You. When you and Lexi had that fight that made her go home. Then you, Almighty Alpha, turned around and pretty much told her to fuxk off when she asked you to pick between her and that Scab!!'

The words I spat were laced with hatred and pure venom. I want him to register exactly what he's done here. Lexi would never speak up for herself like this so I will.

I looked over at the expression Xavier wore on his face. Guilt? The same look my mother wore before she bought me my car. The same look she gives me every time she's missed a milestone in my life or just failed me in general as a parent.. Guilt.

'Xavier don't tell me that was true.' 

He didn't even look at me.

'Which part of it?' Lexi's voice came from behind me as a mere whisper. I hadn't even noticed she had come in how caught up I was and verbal assaulting our Alpha. Xavier looked, for the first time in my life, terrified when he saw her standing there.

'Did you do it with her? Are you getting married to her? 'There was a brief silence when she asked the questions I had been dying to. The tension in this room had risen tenfold and my heart literally skipped a beat as I waited for the answer to the torturous question.

'Well?' She sounded understandably impatient this time around. I could only imagine how time stood still right now as she waited to hear the words that could essentially make or break them.

'Yes. 'his voice shook as he spoke and I gasped upon hearing him. 

What did he just say?? I blinked several times looking between the two of them.

'Yes what? Yes you slept with her or yes you're engaged to her? 'her voice was still a mere whisper as she fought back the tears threatening to race down her delicate features.

There was silence again until I took it upon myself to stare Xavier out in look that says 'Man UP!'

'Both.' He said matter of factly as he looked down at his vibrating phone on the desk before him. I looked at the screen. Natalie.

I made a grab for it and put it to my face. 'FRIG. OFF.' 

I ended the call turning off the phone, putting it in my pocket.

'Explain.' I said as coolly as possible escorting Lexi into the chair beside the one I was previously occupying. 

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