SidHe's Stories
Chapter 10
My Choice
Lema stood with awe as she looked how the dust around them gathered in one place not so far from them. It slowly formed a humanly shape. Lema’s eyes grew bigger as the figure showed a grin as he looked at her. She remained silent and still, her eyes fixed with his. It took him a moment to look away and looked at Sidhe who was tightening her grip at Lema. He gave her a smile, a wide and devious smile. But it didn’t take long before he let out a laugh, a hideous one. He has been holding this.
“He has come for me, now I should go to him.” Lema unconsciously said.
Sidhe looked at her; Lema’s eyes were black and blank. She even tried to break free from Sidhe’s hands.
“You used it to her!” Sidhe shouted.
“Shhh! She’s asleep. My little princess is asleep therefore, she is mine.”
She have fallen for him, deeply fallen for his traps and games. She’s asleep, controlled and manipulated by him who needed her.
“My Lady, we should stop the carriage. Lema is losing herself.” Shibu interrupted as he was trying to control the horses and to follow the same route.
“No.” Sidhe answered fast as she began chanting.
“You have two choices my dear sister. Give me what I want and I will go peacefully or” he paused and gave Sidhe a big demonic smile. His laughter echoed in the forest, bouncing back and forth to Sidhe’s ears and Lema’s consciousness.
“Where am I?”
“You’re in deep slumber.” Another voice answered.
“Who?”
“I’ am you.” She answered her straight.
“You are me? No. I’ am me.”
“You are you though, I’ am you too.” Her voice was the same as hers, has tone and pitch as hers. The voice was hers.
“Where am I?”
“You are in your deep sleep. You’ve fallen for him. Don’t you remember?” the voice explained.
She does remember the last thing that happened. She saw He’, her dream man. The man Tina was talking about, the character she felt her heart twitched.
“You do, don’t you?” the voice asked interrupting her thoughts.
“Y-yes. I was staring at his eyes. His beautiful eyes, I remembered how shiny and attracting it was. Her skin, even though I didn’t touch him I can feel his touch. His hands were soft like cotton. His touch was vapour like. I even remembered he put his lips onto mine for a second. His cloud like lips touched mine. All those things happened but I was looking at him and it happened fast.”
“His touch is lethal. It is good she was holding you or else you could have died. He mentally touched you.” The voice answered.
“You mean?”
“I mean, he is controlling you right now. He made you unconscious and took control to your body which made it easier for him.”
The voice added, “You are in in between. Decide on time, observe while you wait till that time. Love needs trust, but trust can turn to hatred and hatred can turn to betrayal. It will free us both, Lema. It will.”
Lema didn’t answer.
“Take the chance to rest though when you wake up, it is either his side or her arms.”
“I was always been rejected; always been the no-good-at-all girl; always been the messy one. I was even told to be quite and just disappear. I never told these things to my family, actually to anyone until the day I became blind, until my sister leaves me. I don’t have any friends except for her. I was against their marriage, and on their day of marriage I did something I should not.” Lema thought.
Her voice echoed in her ears and smiled, “I was never given the chance to choose, this is my first time.”
“Choose. It’s either his side or her arms. It is the first time that I met He’ but it feels like I knew him for a long time. His lips onto mine even if it is only a dream, his cold lips felt like it’s hot. It is like I knew him from the inside and I loved it. I love the darkness in him, I love being in his presence. You said his touch is lethal but for me, his touch is electrifying. It is like I was made for him and only for him. I am a part of him.” Lema said.
“Yes but are you sure?” the voice said.
“Sidhe is different. She is something, something that keeps me hanging on. It feels like she is a part of me. Somewhere in my heart I keep looking for her. Somewhere I can’t see yet. She is, despite of her coldness I could see in her eyes the love. She was frozen, caged just like me before. I could see myself in her as a child but she’s stronger and bolder. That’s what I wanted to be. Sidhe is a part of my past and my future. She is someone I want to be with, forever.” Lema added, ignoring the question asked.
There was silence in Lema’s mind.
“Can I stay like this forever?”
No one answered.
“Like this, asleep and alone. I could rest forever, assured things can’t hurt me. Can I?”
It took 5 seconds for the voice to answer but “Rest” is the only word it uttered.
*unedited I' am sorry if my grammar pissed you off.
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SidHe's Stories(REWRITING, IT'S A MESS SO DON'T)
RomanceLema, a sightless lady who though her life would be like she have dream: A life with the man she loved and life which was perfect. But, here came the man of her dreams. Would it be a happy ever after after she met her He'? That man she thought she...
