5 secrets of summer.

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Thanks to the wonderful @LaneBoyClifford I now have to bloody tell you all 5 secrets about me which is going be hard since I'm quite open with most of you...

*Shoves hands in pockets and proceeds to whistle innocently*
*Derek Hale and Daisy give me the look*

So, let's get on with this. Be warned, if you're in a good mood, turn away now.

1) My main fears are: Rejection, abandonment, spiders, the film Coroline, public speaking. (Which is ironic because I took performing arts GCSE)

2) In case you guys haven't really spoken to me I have anxiety, a mild case of depression (basically I watched my mom suffer from it as I was growing up now I have learned to mimic her reactions to things) and I may have bipolar, I don't know.

3) I'm currently suffering from an eating disorder, I will refuse to eat breakfast I will possibly snack on something at break sometimes get lunch but then I will not eat till the next day, I will be asked what I want to eat and I will reply nothing. Sometimes it's I will have breakfast (when I don't have school) skip lunch, have dinner or sometimes all three, I don't know what the hell is up with me yet.

4) People see me as the cheery happy girl that annoys people but really, it's a mask. I'm doing a Leo Valdez, I hide all the pain under a mask.

5) I only have one nightmare. That's it, one nightmare. And it's always the same one. And sometimes, I even have them in class and I will start crying because I know how easy that nightmare can turn true. I can easily get a phone call and confirm that my nightmare has came true. And that scares me.

...Well, that escalated quickly. I might have another existential crisis with Dan Howell now. I'm going to nominate five people because itching bloody let me tag and if you can tag me when you do yours so I can see that would be great!

Actually, I'm gonna start from the path of tradition which I do all the time when I say I'm going to do something after I do something on my phone and end up not doing it *cough cough* Homework *cough cough*

Everyone that wants to do it can do it! But I want my other half of our OTP to do it if you're up to it? Don't feel like you have to do it, anyone!

Until the next one shot which I am enjoying writing a lot...

-OutliveTheDemons

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