" Did you hear Niall Horan is coming back." I overheard the girl say to her friend. I felt the color drain from my face and my heart drop to my stomach, once those words came out of her mouth.
In that moment everything around me didn't seem to matter anymore. He was coming back.
Was this the reason Louis was acting so distant this morning? Did he know he was coming back? It makes sense they were best mates, I'm sure he'd be one of the first to find out.
I needed to get out of here.
I need air, everything felt like it was closing in on me.
" I gotta go. " I said to no one in particular, getting up from the table. I had no clue to where I was going I just knew I couldn't be in that crowded place.
I heard someone yell after me and although I couldn't identify the voice in that moment, I figured it was Zoe.
She was like a sister me, I told her everything. She knew what I've been through for the last couple of months.
I'm so thankful for her because she was the one who always stuck with me. After what happened I closed off especially from the people I was closest to.
I believe the reason for that is fear. Fear that they too would leave me. Fear of being rejected by the people I loved most.
Although she always found a way to cheer me up. I just wanted to be alone right now so I walked out without looking back.
I went where my feet took me, which is the last place I would of liked to go to.
Our spot.
Those word's kept replaying in my mind 'Did you hear Niall Horan is coming back?'
Why would he be coming back after half a year.? Why did I find out through some girl I'd never talked to before.
Was I not meant to find out? Am I not important in his life anymore to be able to find out through him.
Of course I'm not important enough to find out through him. If I was, I wouldn't have gone six months and counting without hearing from him.
I'm so tired of this, it's been the same thing for months now. Wondering if I'm ever going to see him again. Wondering how thing's are gonna be if he ever decides to come back.
I never found an answer to any of those questions until now, now I have an answer to one of them.
To say the truth I'm terrified of finding out the answer to the last question. I'm terrified of not knowing what it's going to be like when he comes back.
A/N
It's a bit short sorry. I'll update again on Friday because i have some stuff going on tomorrow so yeah. Hope you enjoyed. Xx
STAI LEGGENDO
Memories |n.h | au
Fanfiction"You know, they say that bad memories cause the most pain, but I think it's the good one's that drive you insane." I whispered loud enough for him to hear. A story in which two people with a past meet once again.
