Memories |n.h | au

•Chapter 6

~Lucy's Pov~

"Lucy" I heard my brother's voice. I didn't want any one to see me on the verge of tears but if it was going to be someone I'm glad it's Louis.

I turned around and looked up at him. The look on his face told me he knew what was wrong. He must of just found out.

"You ok kiddo?" He asked leaning down to sit next to me.

"Not so much" I breathed out. I don't know what's going to happen now.

Do I still plan on moving on?

Does his coming back really have to affect me this way?

"I'm sorry" Louis said breaking me from my thoughts. Sorry? Sorry for what?

"For what?" I looked over at him confused.

"For not telling you." He responded immediately looking down at the ground. I'm still confused. Didn't he just find out about this.

"What do you mean? You knew? You didn't just find out? " I questioned him. I wasn't mad I was just confused as to why he'd wait to tell me.

"Yeah I found out last night." He replied, still not making eye contact with me.

"Last night and you didn't think of telling me Louis?" I asked raising my voice a little. So is this why he was acting all weird this morning in the kitchen and in the car. I knew it wasn't me just over thinking it.

"I was planning on telling you Lu I just didn't know how or when. I didn't know if he was going to tell you. " He rambled on. I stayed quite I honestly didn't know what to say.

"I was scared Lucy." He mumbled.

"Scared of what" I was confused once again. It's usually not this hard to figure out what Louis is talking about.

" I'm scared that now that your letting me back in and now that you're not so closed off. You're going to do all of that again lu. I'm so bloody scared that my little sister is going to be hurting again and I can't do anything about it. It's not fair that you're hurting while that idiot is out there doing who knows what." He explained. He was trying hard not to raise his voice at me.

That last sentence he said kind of knocked some sense into me. He's right, it's not fair. It was his decision to leave, it's not me who's supposed to be hurting. Well not anymore.

I hadn't realized I was crying until I felt Louis wipe away a tear.

"I'm sorry." I whispered barely audible.

"Hey hey don't be sorry, Lu. I didn't mean to sound so harsh but you have to understand where I'm coming from. You're my little sister and I don't like seeing you like this. " He said while putting an arm around me to hug me. I leaned onto his side and looked up at him.

"I am though, I am sorry for making you feel like it's your fault. When it's not." I mumbled. I suck at apologies. I just want him to know how thankful I am for him.

"I love you Lucifer." I smiled up at him.

"I love you too. As cheesy as it sounds" He laughed.

We never really said I love you to each other. It was just one of those things where we knew we loved an cared for each other just didn't say it.

"Oh and don't call me that." He glared at me.

A/N
Hey so I'm sorry this is crap. It's a bit of a filler. I hope you enjoyed please let me know if you're enjoying so far. I'd reallh like to know. Not edited. I'll uodate again on Friday. (: Xx