Holding On (Janoskian Fanfiction)

Chapter Fourty Three

Elodie's P.O.V

Gina knocked quitely and I stood up and opened the door. Her eyes grazed round the hallway and she smiled. "Your house is magnificent!" she exclaimed, walking in and looking round my entrance hall.

"Thank you," I said and led her to her room which was down the hall from mine. I opened the door and let her into her room which had a double bed, T.V, cream walls, ensuite, dressing table and a massive window.

"This could be a 4 star hotel!" Gina exclaimed and I giggled.

"It is quite a big house," I murmured, looking at the room. She placed her overnight bag on the bed and we made our way back downstairs to the living room.

"Hey Mum!"

"Mother!" the boys exclaimed and gave Gina a hug. "Tea?" I asked and she nodded.

I walked to the kitchen and boiled the water. I grabbed a cup, put a tea bag into it and poured the hot water into it. I watched the water turn brown and slowly get darker. I poured a teaspoon of sugar into the mug, removed the bag and poured a little full fat milk into the cup.

I handed it to Gina, who smiled and kissed my cheek. "How you feeling?" she asked.

"Happy and very tired," I smiled and lay my head on Luke's lap and placed my legs on Jai's lap.

"Go to sleep dear," she said and I nodded.

"Wake me up if something happens." My eyes drooped and I fell into a deep sleep.

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The sound of a baby crying made me stir. "Should we wake her?" Gina asked.

"But she needs to rest," Luke said.

"She told us to wake her up if something happened though," Jai replied and I opened my eyes to see all of their faces looking down at me.

"I'm awake!" I exclaimed and threw my legs off Jai and sat up. My heart ached to think my babies needed me and I stood up. "Gina can you come with me?" I asked and she nodded.

"Of course, lets go!"

I speed walked up the stairs and got to the boys rooms. I opened their door and saw that they were both crying. I picked up Sam who was the closest to me and gently rocked him. I held him close to me and I felt his body shudder when he cried.

Gina picked up Alfie and rocked him too. They carried on crying and I gave Gina a questioning look.

"Check their nappies," she said and I nodded and lay Sam on the changing desk. I slowly pulled down his nappy and a putred smell hit me. I gagged and took the nappy and wrapped it up. I wiped his bum with the baby wipes and when I was done, put a fresh nappy on him. I put his baby grow back on him and rocked him until he had quietened down and lay him down in his cot.

Gina handed Alfie to me and I repeated the same thing with him, but, fortunatly, he only did a wee, so I finished quickly and he slowly fell asleep in my arms. I placed him in his cot and kissed both boys on the head.

I walked into the hallway where Gina had been watching me. She had tears in her eyes and she smiled at me. "You're going to be the best mother! You didn't even need any help!" she whispered and hugged me tight. I let a few tears fall onto her shoulder and I looked up at her.

"Thank you Gina!"

"Are you going to tell Beau about the babies?" she asked and I walked into my room. She sat down on my bed and I sat across from her.

"I called him when my water broke, but he was with Emily, so he hung up," I said and Gina smiled sympatically.

"Oh honey, he still loves you! I can see that you still love him too!" she she exclaimed and I nodded.