Holding On (Janoskian Fanfiction)

Chapter Fourty Two

Elodie's P.O.V

Today was such a beautiful day. The sun was shining and the air was warm, but not humid. The birds were chirping and their song brighten my mood. Jai was out with James and Luke was going on a date!

Her name was Kiki and she was the sweetest girl I've ever met. I was in my room, taking out all my photos and cameras and I was determined to get them developed. "Elodie?!" Luke called from down the hall, so I stood up and waddled down the hall to his room.

I knocked and he opened the door. "I need a girls opinion," he said and I laughed.

"Well you've come to the right place!" I exclaimed and he chuckled.

"Were only going on a picnic, so is this too dressed up or under dressed?" he asked, motioning to his outfit. He had on some black skinny jeans and his army jacket with nice shoes and a beanie.

"I think it looks fine!" I said and gave him an awkward hug because my bump was in the way.

"I feel bad leaving you," he admitted and continued. "You're going to be alone in the house and if something happens and were not here, I'll feel so guilty!"

I laughed at how caring he was. "Luke, you've stayed in with me for the past month! You need to go out and have some fun! Anyway, the babies aren't due for another 1 and a half weeks," I reassured.

"They can be born premature," he insisted and I shoved him playfully.

"Go!" I shouted, imitating the guy from Public Nuisance when he didn't want to be sung a lullaby.

"Oh my God is that a gun? I don't want any trouble!" he carried on and we started laughing. Suddenly, the doorbell rang and he went to answer the door.

They greeted each other and she looked around, "how can you afford this house!? It's so big!" she exclaimed.

"Oh, I live with my brother and friend, she affords it and lets us stay for free!" he said, happily.

"That is one rich friend!" she smiled and he ushered me over. I walked over and smiled at her and her eyes bulged out of her head. "Your friend is the Elodie?! I love your work!" she gushed and I gave her a hug.

"Thank you, now go on you guys, go have some fun!" I exclaimed and they went to the park.

I went upstairs and grabbed my camera and hopped into my car.

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When I had gotten the whole camera developed, I went home and lay them all out in front of me. I put all the pictures from yesterday and the day before in the beginning of one album. All the pictures of our friend group together and friends went in one.

Then pictures from when the boys stayed at mine in England went in another. All the pictures that I dreaded seeing came last. Beau and I. I wasn't going to rip them up and burn them like people that over react during break ups.

I picked up a cream album with ribbon on the top. I let me fingers run over the smooth lace and I slowly started filling it with the pictures, carefully looking at each picture, remembering when and where it was taken.

I looked at one picture and it was on the beach when we had all gone together. I was only around 3 weeks pregnant and Beau and I were sitting on the sand, with the sun set in front of us. Our fingers were entwined and someone had taken a picture of us from a distance.

I picked up another further on in the pile and it was Beau and I making a silly face.

*FLASH BACK*

I stared into his green orbs and he looked back into my eyes. I leaned in and our lips pressed gently together. My stomach erupted into butterflies and I felt him smile.