Holding On (Janoskian Fanfiction)

Chapter Twenty Six

Elodie's P.O.V

The boys were going back to Australia in 3 days and I had been texting Luke, Jai, Skip and James, but I couldn't help but ignore Beau. I would just cry or picture him and Ashlee, which made me feel sick.

I would be lying if I said I didn't love him because I did. I was sick occasionally in the morning, but I think it was from all the crying I had been doing lately.

I got up this morning and we had all agreed to go to the beach before they left. I pulled on a bikini that I brought from mine and put shorts on top with sandals.

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When Jess and I got to the beach, we spotted the boys and made our way to them. Thankfully Beau wasn't there, so I lay down and soaked in the suns rays.

I chatted with the boys and I decided to say goodbye to them at the airport. "What did you like most from this trip?" I asked them.

"Meeting new people and the accents!" Luke shouted and we all laughed.

"I've loved meeting you guys and when you first came, I thought of you as the Janoskians, but now, I think of you like brothers and people I can rely on. I've loved all the memories I made, even if some of them were bad," I said, glancing at them all.

They all went swimming and left me to relax. Suddenly the sun was blocked out and I groaned. "Move!" I screamed and opened my eyes to reveal Beau. His toned abs stood out to me, but I got up and stormed off, with Beau following close behind me.

"Elodie, wait!" he called and grabbed my arm.

I swung around and started shouting. "What!? Are you going to tell me that you're sorry, AGAIN?" I started. "I know, but every time I see you, I see Ashlee too and it's stuck in my brain!" I felt the tears, but carried on. "I do love you, but I can NEVER be with you! You might get drunk often and accidentally kiss someone again! You're leaving soon anyway!"

I didn't realise how much water was falling from my eyes, until I felt them hit my t-shirt and soak me.

"I know," Beau whispered, a single tear falling down his cheek.

He pulled me along the beach and into a cave. I tried to pull away, but he was too strong, so I gave up and followed.

He had taken me to a cave and it was full of candles, like our first date. My eyes were waterfalls and he smiled. It was beautiful and in love hearts was written, 'I love you, be mine...again?'

It was special, but I still didn't know if I could trust him.

"What do you say?" he asked.

"I dunno, Beau. You're leaving in 3 days and it's gonna take a while for you to earn my trust again!" I groaned.

He nodded, "I know, but we'll get through it, we'll hold on to our love like in your song."

"You heard it?" I asked, looking into the eyes I always get mesmerised in.

"Of course and it was beautiful. We can work out the distance Elodie, I know we can. Just give us a chance!"

I thought about it, but knew I couldn't. It was all too much, so I ran away from my problems. I ran out the cave and to the road where the car was parked.

Beau was on my trail, but I crossed the road and we both stood on opposite sides of it. "Please Elodie, give us another chance! I love you!" he cried, fresh tears running down his face. "Please," he whispered, but I still heard.

"No, it's too much pain! I'll always love you Beau, you were my first love but how can I trust you?" I said.

"Believe in me and what I've said! I'm telling you the truth and it will never happen again as long as were together!" he stepped onto the road and took an additional step towards me. "What do you say?"

I looked to the right to avoid eye contact with Beau and saw a car advancing round the corner. "BEAU!" I screamed, running towards him.

He smiled and opened his arms thinking I was taking him back, but he still didn't see them.

I used my whole body strength to push Beau out the way and he landed on the sand with a confused face. He looked and shouted my name before I felt something collide with my side and everything went dark.

Beau's P.O.V

I opened my arms for her to come and hug me. She suddenly threw her whole weight on me and I flew backwards and off the road.

I was so confused? Why did she just push me?

I looked over to the left and saw the car coming towards her. I felt my heart pound and I screamed her name before the car collided with her.

I jumped up and ran to her body lying on the floor. Luke, Jai, Skip, James and Jess who had seen us shouting and watched the accident, ran to the road and screamed. Luke called and ambulance and we heard the faint sound of sirens in the distance. They gathered around us and I fell to my knees next to her.

I picked up her and hugged her close. She had a faint breathe and heart beat, but it was so faint. My tears splattered the tarmac around us, mixing in with her blood that was beginning to gather on the floor.

Her skin was pale, but she still looked beautiful. I gently pecked her lips and murmured into her neck, "please don't leave me, stay strong!" I felt a tap on my shoulder and the paramedics had arrived.

They put her on a stretcher and she looked so weak. "One of you can come with us and the rest can meet her at the hospital." I climbed into the ambulance and the others piled into Jess's car. I held Elodie's hand, even though I knew she couldn't feel it.

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Elodie was still in surgery because she had a punctured lung, a broken rib and a broken arm. I couldn't help but blame myself. Why didn't I see it coming? Then she wouldn't have done that.

We were all waiting in the waiting room and I was restless. After what felt like forever, the doctor came out again.

"I'm pleased to say the surgery went well, but there is a problem. She is in a coma and it may be days or even weeks before she wakes up. She is allowed visitors and there is a possibility she can hear you, so talk to her," he said, before walking out.

I felt tears blur my vision as we all walked into her room and saw her frail figure lying in bed. She looked so peaceful sleeping, but she had wires stuck in her had and a beeper machine.

We all sat around her bed and chatted to Elodie and eachother. I held onto her hand and lay my head on her bed.

When the others left to get food, I stayed and whispered to Elodie.

"I love you Elodie, please come back to me," I said, before kissing her softly.

Suddenly she squeezed my hand and the beeper machine increased. "Doctor!" I screamed and he ran in.

"What happened?" he asked, doing checks on Elodie.

"She squeezed my hand!" I cried.

He smiled, "she should come around soon then! Possibly tomorrow?"

I cheered and just waited.