I fell For a Gay Guy?!

The Talk.

A/N- Hey again!! Sorry i missed the last 2 mondays i had the chapter all edited && ready but then they delted. BUMMER! :/ Buuuut anyway here is the chapter. hope you like it! Btw I'm starting to read again && if you know any great Humor,romantic,gay stories that are good message me or leave a comment. Thanks!( :

Dedication: To ALL who are reading this! Thank you for reading,voting,liking,adding && just everything! i really apperciate it! :D

Pic: Rebecca Again( :

~Chell..<3

 ~Rebecca's P.o.v~ 

I woke up with a banging in my head. My stomach felt like I was going to throw up but I had nothing to throw up. I knew this feeling to be a hangover. I looked around the strange room and tried to remember how I got here. All I remember was talking to Derek and seeing a guy on the couch. I didn't recognize the guy. His face was blurry in my mind. Then it hit me. Oh my god what have I done?! I blacked out at Liz party and lost my virginity to some random dude. I mean I don't feel any different. Shit where were my cloths. I wondered looking down at this white shirt with a makeup stain on it. It kind of made me think of...

 "Oh good morning sleeping beauty." Louis said walking in with a tray of food. Wow perfect timing Lou I thought as I watched him put the tray on the bed and sat down.

"You have no Idea how happy I am to see you." I said hugging him. 

"Eh. It's good to see you 2." He laughed wrapping his arms around me.

"I thought I slept with some random dude." I said looking at his curious face.

"Wow, must be glad you just woke up to a gay guy." He said laughing.

"I know you're just being an asshole but I am very glad." I said smiling and taking a bite out of the eggs. We ate and Louis told me about what all happened. Wow he must think I'm a drunk. I thought rolling my eyes.

"Why was Justin on the couch?" I asked looking at Lou.

"Oh..uh. He fell asleep watching a movie." He said. I could tell he was lying but I guess he didn't want me to know.

We ate some more and Louis joked about how i was dressed so slutty. I told him this shirt wasn't much better since it didn't cover a lot. He got kind of nervousness when I said that. Hm weird. We talked and joked for awhile till Justin came in and told Louis he needed to talk to him. I heard them yell and someone punch the door. I got a little worried an decide to get dressed. While I was looking for my dress Louis came in with red knuckles and a angry look on his face. I guess I knew who hit the door. Wow Louis had a little temper..Shocking. He didn't say anything just sat down and sighed. I just stayed sitting down not sure what to really say or do. I just scooted closer and wrapped my arms around him. He took one of his hands and held mine. It felt nice. 

"You okay?" I asked peaking up from his shoulder.

"I'm fine." He said. “You know what?" He said letting go of my hands and turning to me to hold my hands again.

"What?" I asked confused.

"Just your touch makes me feel better, I don't know what it is but just to feel your skin on mine makes everything better." He said his eyes never leaving mine.

"I'm so glad then." I said taking one of my hands to touch his shoulder.

"I don't know what it is about you Rebecca Lewis; you just changed me so much." He said Taking a piece of my hair and moving behind my ear. He left his hand there and moved closer. We got so close that our lips almost touched when my phone rang. I jumped up scared half to death and checked the ID. 

"Uhh..hi." I said still a little shaken. 

"Hey, can we talk like seriously?" An upset drake said into the phone.

"What's their left to talk about?" I asked.

"C'mon please? Where are you ill come get you?" He pleaded.

"I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm at Louis' we can talk." I sighed looking at Louis. 

"Thank you babe!" He said hanging up.

"That was drake..he wants to talk about something." I said shrugging.

"You're going to talk to him?!" He said shocked at me.

"We'll yeah.." I said shyly.

"Really? After I tried to help you get over him you're going to go back!" He said frustrated.

"Lou you don't understand..." I started but got cut off by him.

"You know what it's not my business." He said wanting to hit the wall. “Your clothes are in the bathroom you should change." He said not looking at me. 

"Thanks.." I mumbled walking into the bath room. 

That was very weird I thought while changing. Why did Louis care so much? It's not like he liked me or anything. I didn't have much time to think about it so I shoved it aside. I fixed my hair a little and heard a beep outside.

"Thanks a bunch." I said hugging Louis. I didn't want him to be mad at me ever. I couldn't lose him.

"No problem." He mumbled with his head in my shoulder. “Be careful." He whispered.

I smiled and he let me go to go outside. 

I saw drake sitting there it look like he'd been crying. We didn't say anything the whole way to the apartment. We even sat silent for a little bit in his apartment. 

"Rebecca; I can't do this." He started. "I miss sleeping with you and having you so close to me. I lied about the couple thing to make myself look better i really stayed with you cause I can't.. I don't know how to live without you. Ashley means nothing to me she's just a whore like you said. I love you I want you to be my girlfriend again. I know I have a lot of changing to do but I want this I want you everyday for the rest of my life." He said looking at me pleading with those eyes. 

"Wellll.." I said. He said all the right things and I want to forgive him I want to be his girlfriend again but something was holding me back. "I want to I really do but I can't.." I said shedding a tear. 

"Why? I love you.." He asked crying.

"Drake, I want the life I planned. I want love. I want a husband/boyfriend/father. But I don't think that can be you..Anymore." I said looking down.

"What? Are you kidding me? Did you get over me that fast?!" He said standing up looking pissed. 

"I'm never going to get over you. You're my first love." I said shaking my head.

"Yeah right! Ashley told me you told her you never loved me." He said pacing around the apartment.

"I never loved you?! What!!! I gave up everything for you! I didn't go Live with my dad cause of you! He wouldn't have hit me around Alvin but no I stayed to get abusive from my mom! I came over here with 19 stitches in my stomach to bring your "sick" ass soup. You were supposed to be my first! But I didn't love you?! Right." I said crying a lot now. 

"Why are we doing this to each other? We love each other were suppose to be happy together." He said hugging me. It didn't feel like it used to. It felt strange I didn't like this at all.

"I'm sorry it's gone.." I said pushing him away.

"But..I still love you.." He said.

"Now you know what it's like to love someone who doesn't love you back." I said giving him a knowing look.

"Bye drake." I said crying walking out of the apartment. 

I walked home. It was kind of far but really nice to think it felt nice to get closure in this relationship and that's how it is closed. No more opening it no matter how bad I wanted it to still be there it was gone. We were over and I think I was finally okay with that. I walked and thought about what drake had said and what I said. A annoying honking sound brought me out of daze. I looked to see who it was and saw.....

A/N-Yay for Rebbeca for getting closer!! Good,Bad? I'd LOVE to know! also who do you think it is?