I fell For a Gay Guy?!

The Boy with the chest tattoo

A/N- Hey Guys ! Enjoy!( :

pic: Louis' Chest Tattoo(:

~Chell

Dedication: all you who are reading this. it means a lot! ALSOO the girl who messaged me about my author note[:

"Oh you heard that?" I whispered across the table. 

Louis had called me about 2 hours ago to pick him up and here we were having dinner and Louis was telling me about how he heard me singing while I was cooking. That was kind of embarrassing. Alvin had still never come back yet and he didn't answer his phone. I was kind of a nervous wreck worrying about him. Louis helped a lot and I knew it was horrible to say that but he did. He helped everything well expect my feelings for him. There was no cure for them and I was being to think it was okay because I had a strange feeling he felt those feeling 2. 

"Rebecca?" Louis said snapping me out of my thoughts about him. 

"Oh sorry. I was just..uh I don't know." I said smiling.

"Oh you're 2 cute." He said touching my arm.

I just blushed and smiled. What was it about this guy? He was just 2 perfect.
After dinner, the story telling and crazy touching was done we cleaned the kitchen up. It reminded me of marriage. If this was marriage but with kissing and sex, I couldn't wait for it! 

"So, now what do we do?" Louis asked putting the last dish away.

"Well we could change into our PJs and go up to my room and watch a movie!" I suggested smiling at him. 

"Is it going to be a chick flick?" He asked groaning.

"Oh you know you want to watch a chick flick." I said grabbing his arm and pulling him up the stairs.

We changed into comfy cloths and I tied up my hair. I had on shorts and a muscle shirt. Louis came out in just boxer. Oh.my.god. I'm going to die. I honestly just wanted to slap him for being so sexy then make out with him. Why can't he just be straight and then be mine?! We sat on my bed. We didn't touch or anything expect our legs and arms..I had a small bed. We HAD to touch. I mean I didn't mind it. His skin on my made it burn like fire. I had to say he turned me on. 

"She's a big ole bitch!" Louis said pointing to the girl on TV.

We decided to watch Princess and The Frog. I know I know kidding show but it was the only one we could even agree on. He thought the Ritchie girl was a bitch. Okay she kind of was but it helps the story so much I feel like. We finished the movie and lay down to just talk. 

"So, is this what girls want in a guy?" He asked turning on his side to look at me

"No I mean I don't." I shrugged looking at his left shoulder where I could fully see his tattoo now. It went a crossed his chest wow why didn't I notice? It said "love is my freedom." And it was hot. His other one on his hip was a shaded in heart. 

"We'll what do you look for?" He asked looking in my eyes. 

"I want someone cute, funny.." I started but he cut me off.

"So you do want Prince Charming." He teased laughing.

"Shut up. I don't know I just want someone who I can laugh with, someone I don't mind waking up 2 and someone I can trust. I guess I want someone who will notice all the small things I do. Corny I know." I explained thinking..I only want you Lou.

"You mean how you mumble sing when you cook? Or how you wiggle your nose when you're mad, or maybe how you chew your nails when you're worried or maybe even how you've been checking out my tattoo this whole time." He said laughing at the end.

"Wow. You noticed that?" I asked shyly. 

"Yeah I did. It's a saying I got the day I came out to my parents. I figured they were pissed so I couldn't make it worst with a tattoo. I got it from my best friend TJ. He's a tattoo artist and he doesn't charge. He actually did all mine." He explained looking at his tattoos.

"I know this is super weird but can I touch one. I mean not the one on your hip but at least the one on your chest." I awkwardly ask. 
He busted out laughing at my dorkyness, good going Rebecca. 

"Yeah you can touch whatever you want. I don't care. “He said lying down to let my hands Rome over that great body. I chose to touch his chest tattoo so I wouldn't make it harder on me or make something hard on him... It didn't have a feeling I mean it was just skin..What?! What a bummer well not really it was still nice. 

"Are you having fun?" He asked looking down at my hand.

"Oh yeah sorry I just thought there was more to feel." I said taking my hand away. 

"Oh Am I not buff enough for you Rebecca?" He asked trying to be seriously.

"Mm I don't know I really have to check again." I winked at him. 

"Oh well here fell all of this." He said taking my hand and putting them on his abs. "Nice huh." He asked looking at my face.

"I've seen better." I played off trying to not make it obvious that I was totally drooling over him. 

"Damn Rebecca way to break my heart. Feel it." He said moving my hand to his chest where I could feel his heart beating. I loved that beat. 

"If you want you can kiss it 2 make it better." He winked at me. 
I was really scared what would happen if I did kiss him. Would I be able to control myself? God I know I can't. What was I going to do? I looked at Louis and he was just smiling at me. God I wanted to kiss him so bad. I started to wonder if he'd kiss me back. I could always try and see. But I wanted my first kiss with him to be perfect. 

"Its fine no kisses needed. That amazing gaze helped me. 
I hid my face in his peck to hide me blushing. 

"You can't hide that cute blushing." He said tickling me. 
I squirmed under him as he tickled me.

"St st stop." I choked out. 

I couldn't breathe and I didn't mind. This was 2 fun and 2 great to care. He pinned my hands up and let me catch my breath. He looked at me and leaned down. He closed his eyes and his lips got close to mine. I leaned a little bit up. Knowing what was about to happen. I closed my eyes and awaited the touch of his soft pink lips.

"Hey sis I got taco....what the fuck?!" I heard Alvin say at my door way. I jumped and louis flew off me and hit the ground.

"Alvin! Oh my god! Where have you been?" I ran up and hugged him. 
He looked a mess. His cloths were all baggy like someone had tugged at them and his hair was all messed up. He had bruises..or hickeys on his neck and scratches on his pecks. That's all I could see with his V neck on and pants.

"Eh..I was..uh..out.." He shuttered out. 

"Out where?" I asked looking at his blushing face.

"I'm the big bro I should be asking the questions! What's he doing here? And why were you about to kiss?" He asked looking at Louis. Nice save bro nice save.

"He's going to stay with us for awhile." I smiled helping Louis up off the ground. 

"Ohh.. Cool." He shrugged looking at us. "What's up bro.?" He asked Louis doing a guy hand shake thing.

They left my room talking about a game but Louis looked back and gave me the cutest smile ever. I looked at the clock and it was only 8pm I was not going to sleep yet. I looked at my phone and lay back down. Ever feel like you were suppose to do something that day and totally forgot about it? Well that was the feeling that was overwhelming me now. I just couldn't put my finger on it. I laid like this for what seemed like ever till Alvin came in.

"Oh Liam has been blowing up my phone for you to go to the rink." He said hitting my door then running back down stairs.

Holy shit! Boxing. I was so caught up on partying and Louis I totally forgot about my training. How could I be so dumb? Maybe I could go now but I knew Liam wouldn't be there so I just laid back down and tried to ease my guilty mind.. It didn't work, until Louis came in to tell me goodnight and thanks. His words hit me in a way I just couldn't handle. I think this boy could be the real deal but...he's gay. Ah fuck. No sleep tonight for this love struck fool...