Anna's POV
I kicked off my shoes and jumped on the bed. I burried my face into the soft goose feather pillow on the bed and held in a breath. James sat down on the foot of the bed and touched my bare ankle. His arms felt warm and almost burning against my skin.
"I know that I shouldn't ask you what he was talking about, but I need to know!" His voice calm and gentle even.
I turned, kicked myself up so I could lean against the headboard.
"He left me. He broke me, told me ugly things and then tossed me out." I sniffed, trying to stop crying.
When Shaun left, I took James's hand and ordered him to come with me. On that moment, I didn't even think why he was here or why he reacted this way. Was it a part of the game? I didn't know, and maybe even didn't want to. I was just happy that he came on the right time.
"So you had a tough break-up. These things happen!" He tried to comfort me, still holding on to my leg.
"No. Not just a tough break-up, a very ugly one. He said to me that I was..." Tears escaped my eyes and I lowered my head in shame.
"He told me that I was ugly and that I'm not worth loving for." I turned away and tried to get myself off the bed, but James stopped me.
I raised my eyes and looked at him. His jaw was clenched, musclues twitching in rapid pace, his eyes burning- full of fire. "That son of a bitch." He jumped off the bed.
"What room is he in?" He asked, before opening my hotel room door. "What are you doing?" I asked, following him.
"What am I going to do? I will kill him. Literally, I'm going to smash in his scull." The hormones rushed throw him and I could see all the hate and fury in his heart.
"No, you can't do this!" I yelled after him and he stopped. "He called you ugly. I won't allow it! He has to pay." He's voice felt as a hard and harsh as before on the balcony.
"It doesn't matter." I replied, turning around and walking back. But he came after me and pushed me against my room's door.
"Listen to me. You are gorgeous, amazing woman. I love kissing you more than I like anything else." Suddenly he pressed his lips against mine, his tongue asking for access. And I did, I parted my lips and kissed him back. Hard, demanding and hot. He slid one of his hands behind my neck and pulled me closer.
I could feel his hardness pressed against my hip bone, making me gasp for any joy he could offer me. And I think that he knew it. Because he opened the door behind me, without taking his mouth off mine and walked us both into the bedroom. The door closed with a loud 'bump' and he backed me until my feet hit the bed. We both fell back onto the bed and kissed me, almost sucking all the breathout I had inside me. His lips were soft and warm, almost hot against mine.
I closed my eyes and traveled into high speed race, all this belt better than sex, better than I had ever felt before. Even though he had kissed me more than once before, this time everything felt more real. His tall body howered over me, pinning me down into the madress. The smell of his cologne filled my nostrils with a minty fresh smell, sending me over the edge.
I was about to let him take me, almost ready to rip all clothes off from him, and he stopped. Stopped kissing me, and his forehead was against mine. I closed my eyes, trying to gather myself, I was blown away, everywhere.
"I love kissing you, but I won't go futher. I know you want me to fuck you and this is all what I want, but it's not the right time." He said, giving me another kiss, now on the collar bone. He pushed himself off me and took my hand to help me up. "Tomarrow morning I need to take care of him!" James replied, pulling his t-shirt over the head and throwing it to the floor next to his feet.
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