A Thousand Years

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If you can, somehow, listen to the song A Thousand Years while reading this. I'll tell you when to start it maybe.

I waited sadly, looking over the report for about the time that Niall would die. I would finally get to see him again. My beautiful angel was going to be in my arms again. I'd been alone for so long. Going insane about how Niall was coping with my tragic death.

It was true, the place I'd went to. It was breathtaking. The trees seemed fake. They were pink cherry blossom trees. The amount of light, bright. I saw the light the day I died. It was as if it was calling my name. Telling me that it's safe to go away. Away from everyone I love. Driving at night was always my fear. I'm glad that's not how Niall is going to die.

Two minutes, just two minutes that I'll get to hold him and tell him that I missed him so much. It brings me back to the times that tour got over with and he would run up to me and spin me around. He would kiss any place that his mouth could reach. I would giggle and even cry. I couldn't even bring myself to cry or laugh or giggle at all now. What's wrong with me?

Start it.

It was time. He was here. I could feel it in my bones. My heart was beating- fast. So fast I thought it was going to explode in a million pieces. He was walking towards me, the sun shining behind his body making it seem like he was only a silhouette. It was as if someone took the remote and set life in slow motion. Every color seemed brighter. But it was blurred at the edges. I thought his body would be old but he's young again and he's smiling. That beautiful, bright smile that took my heart so many years ago. I still remember the promise we made that we would never leave each other years back. I don't think we broke it. I didn't know that one mistake, one patch of slippery road could change my like so much. But it changed Niall's more. I'm glad he was okay.

I'm trying so hard to be brave but my bottom lip is quivering and I'm trying to love the feeling of numbness that's overtaking me. I can feel myself tingling and trembling in excitement and fear. But I'm afraid. Terribly afraid. How can I love when I'm afraid? The doubt that surrounded me for so long was washing away before my eyes. He had that effect on me- a lot. Why has it taken so long?

Time seemed to stand still as he got closer. He's so beautiful and that's when I broke. Tears started flowing down my cheeks, tears that had built up for so long were just pouring from my eyes. They're not sad though. They're happy, joyous, euphoric tears. I know I'll be brave now. No one is going to take away the boy that's standing on front of me.

Every breath I've taken, every hour that I sat in this place waiting for him to come and hold me, has come to this. I realized how much I missed his warm embrace, his loud laugh, his unhappy tantrums, his love for social media, his love food, his love for guitar, his love for... me. I missed the late night calls, the kisses, the jokes, and most of all I missed him. I missed the days we would just lounge around and watch great movies. He would critique every part of the movie. Saying that the people shouldn't yell out in a scary movie. 'Yeah, like the murder will just be all "Yeah, I'm in the kitchen want a sandwich?" Right?' I missed the days that he would not feel like climbing out of bed and we would just snuggle all day whispering sweet nothings in each other's ears. I missed the days when he would come home late from work and dinner would be all ready and he would smile while telling me about how Louis was being an idiot as always. I even missed the bad days where nothing went right except for being with him.

We met, he took one step closer and I sobbed.

"I have died... everyday, waiting for you," I whispered happily.

"You've loved me all of that time, right?" He asked smiling.

"Darling, don't be afraid. I've loved you for.. Like a thousand years!" You chuckled almost silently. "And I'll love you for a thousand more."

"Oh, I've missed you so much!" He said hugging me and rocking back and forth. He was clearly crying.

"And all this time, I knew I would find you because time has brought your heart to me," he whispered kissing my cheek lightly.

"I'll love you for a thousand years, Princess."
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BAH MUCH SADNESS BUT MUCH HAPPINESS!

My phone's at eighteen percent...

I went to this big huge store and got two sweatshirts BAH I'm so happy! I'm obsessed with sweatshirts. AND I got an AQUA MASSAGE! IT FELT WEIRD. WHY AM I YELLING? wht.

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