Assassin [dylmas]

8.

He observed her, her soul seemed like one deep darkness, and he thought, she's too young and pretty, to suffer that much. He slowly approched her.

„Can I?" He pointed at the garden wall she was sitting at.

„Sure, youre my client," Zero glanced at the horizon.

The new day was rising and the blue light slowly turned into warm daylight.

„I'm sorry to ask but you seem sad. I'm sorry for my careless behavior at the party. I just, I guess I had a little crush. . . on you," Thoams smiled and felt his cheeks getting red.

„I'm asexual," muttered Zero.

„wow, so you've never felt anything?" He asked looking at her in shock.

„I'm just not interested in this stuff in general, and when people touch me I don't feel a thing. My boyfriend tries his best and I pretend. I smile and kiss him, and act like a normal human but there is nothing, no pleasure in his touch," she focused on the rising sun.

"Some people might thnik you're luckier than us," Thomas looked at his feet. "Does it make you the perfect killer?" asked the boy.

„I'm not doing it anymore, and I never felt pleasure while doing it. Actually there was only guilt. I really hope Dylan feels guilt," she looked towerds the house.

„What do you mean, he's definitely not asexual," whispered Thomas.

„I know, and that makes him the less perfect killer, because money, guns and emotions shouldn't be mixed together," she seemed serious.

"What do you want to say?" Thomas felt tears in his eyes and jumped up. „He loves me!"

„Do you know whose a psychopath Thoams?" She looked into his deep eyes. „Someone who loves too much beyond the border of obsession."

„Do you think he's a psychopath?" Yelled Thomas.

„I'm not sure yet, just be careful," she looked away.

„Maybe you are, you don't even feel," Thomas trembeled and run into the house.

„Honey waht happened" Mrs. Smith approched her son, when he was sitting in the kitchen and staring into the wall.

„I'm only seventeen it's too much," he said pulling on his blonde hair.

„What's up?" She sat next to him and laid her hand on his arm.

„I really don't know who I should trust anymore mum," he felt so hopeless.

„Trust yourself," Mrs. Smith squeezed his hand. „And trust your heart, it can feel the good and bad in people, it's our compass"

Thomas felt that he's close to tears again.

„I don't know what happened to me. I was ok, always. Even with Jaquline. I had seen her for a yesr and it was always fun and games but I never felt this, and it hurts mum. It hurs so much." He laid his head on the table.

„I was shocked too at first but yes, sometimes it happenes. You're just in love honney it's ok, it's not a disease," she caressed his blonde hair. „Get ready for the interview," she whispered.

He shivered. Public places seemed dangerous escpecially the events were everyone knew he will attend.

But he knew as long as Zero will be there he won't be harmed.

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Thank you to all the people that read this book. I barely got feedback from you so sometimes I don't know if I should continue with this story. But I like the story a lot and I hope that at least a few of you will also do.