Assassin [dylmas]

11.

The seagulls circled above them, when Thomas opened his eyes. His head was placed on Dylan's arm and he felt the others steady breath on his neck. He smiled to himself and caressed Dylan's right arm that was hugging him tightly. Was it ever more perfect. The sound of the waves, the lights of the rising day, the smell of the ocean and the man he loved, right next to him. Thomas had one million ideas for cute dates, and things they could do. He was even ready to tell the whole world, that he's in love with a boy. But than a thought made him feel less comfortable. Jaquline, he never broke up with her. He just simply forgot her existance. He decided to clear it today, so Dylan won't find out. His smile returend and he tured around glancing at the sleeping boy.

„Wake up beautiful," he whispered kissing his perfectly shaped nose.

Dylan yawned and cuddled his face closer into Thomas.

„Babe, wake up," Thomas kissed his lips and got lost in the warm sweetness.

„best wake up ever," Dylan opened his deep brown eyes and glanced at the boy.

„Let's go get some breackfast," Thomas smiled.

Dylan smiled back. They got up and took the pillows and blankets into the house. They walked back and forth to collect everything they took out for the night. Arnold was already awake. He made some toast for the boys and joked a lot. Dylan decided to help the older man and danced around the kitchen, moving his hips to the disco song on the radio.

Thomas loughed watching him. He liked the simplicity of being with another man. They could be best friends and they were more. They understood the man things, girls had no clue about. Their needs were signalized the same way. Their bodys were built the same way and had the same parts. But somehow Thomas felt, that he's so afraid to move all the way with his lover. He had sex with so many girls, and he never really cared much, it was just fun and pleasure. Even during his first time back then, when he was fourteen and camped out with Kaya and his friends, and happened to lose his virginty to this pretty redhead, Gina, he had just randomly met at the campside. He was excited, but only a little bit scared.

Now he was frightened. Terrified beyond measures. Arnold left the kitchen and Dylan placed a plate with toasts in front of Thomas. He put a cop of coffee next to the plate and leaned over the table to place a soft kiss on the younger boy's lips.

„Were you afraid, when you had yor first time?" asked Thomas and Dylan spilled his coffee over the floor. „Oh, sorry I shouldn't ask," Thomas jumed up and hurried to get a towel to clean the kitchen.

„Everything alright?" asked Arnold appearing in the room and finding the boys on the foor with towels in their hands.

„Sorry uncle," muttered Thomas.

"Oh come one world has much bigger problems than spilled coffee," Arnold smiled.

Thomas blushed. He looked at Dylan, but the other looked away. He had some darkness in his eyes and quickly left the kitchen with his dirty towel.

Thomas couldn't guess what mystery made the other react like this. Was his firts time so bad, or so good? Or was it forced? Thomas decided to skip the subject for now.

A week passed and no one attacked him, so Thomas felt great. He started to plan his birthday party as it was coming nearer, and eighteen was a big deal. He broke up with Jaquline and she was screaming a lot, but he managed to leave her house in one piece. He really hoped she hadn't joined the assassins to plan out a revange. Kaya was visting everyday as she became the head of the party planning. Zero was contantly around, but he saw her only few times a day. She moved around like a shadow. Dylan went out into town a few times, Thomas got the suspicion, that he was looking for a present, but he came back being miserable.

„You don't need to buy me anything. You're giving me too much," it was the evening before the party and Thomas sat on the white couch in the livngroom next to Dylan.

The older boy was reading one of his books. Thomas' mum was gone for a charity ball and Kaya was in his room doing small cards for all the guests.

„So are you sad because you don't have a present," Thomas lifted the blanket Dylan had placed on his legs and slid underneath getting closer.

He had this urge to act like a little girl around the other, he never fully understood it but he loved it.

„Yes it's true, I don't have a present," Dylan closed the book. „And Kaya doesn't want to give me ideas," he sighed. "For the first time there is someone I care about and I'm hopeless, because I never needed to buy anything for anyone," he put his face in his hads.

„I don't care. The biggest present will be, if you'll be there with me," Thomas put his fingers in the others black hair.

„Where ealse should I be?" Dylan looked at him.

Thomas laid his head on the man's shoulder and kept playing with his hair

„You know I will be legal tomorrow, legal to have sex with you," he whispered feeling his heart speeding up.

„I know," Dylan had this dark sadness upon him again.

„Oh, you don't want to do it with me," Thomas moved away.

„No, of course I want to. I'm going crazy imagening it. . . but I've never done it before and it makes me confused," Dylan looked at him.

„Wait, you never had sex, with... not even with a girl?" Thomas felt strange.

„All girls I tried to get closer to rejeckted me so. . ." Dylan sighed again.

„Oh," Thoams was stunned, but a second later he smiled. „So I'll be your first one, I'm honoured."

„Come on, I'm not going to give it to you, if you're going to be cheeky," Dylan took the book.

„Read for me," Thomas moved closer and kissed his cheek, ignoring the unpleasent scratches Dylan's stubble gave him.

„You're so. . . sassy," Dylan smiled ahd shook his head.

Thomas bit his lip and placed his head on the other's lap. He glanced up and saw deep blushes, that appeared on Dylan's cheeks.

„I hate you," whispered Dylan.

„You're adorable," Thomas smiled.

Seconds later the older boy started to read and Thomas felt so safe surrouned by his warm voice.

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