It was mid October, a weekend that not many people came camping, but I did. It was cold but there were only a few weekends left and I did not want to waste them playing video games and eating junk food. Things were pretty quiet on Friday. But it was Saturday when he showed up.
I had told my friends a summery of everything that was going on and everything that had gone on but they didn't know the whole story until I started writing this book. Anyways it was around 4 o'clock and a few of my friends decided that we should go to the park. Any guess who was there talking to my friends before I got there??? If you guessed Nick you are correct. The truth is my friends didn't really want to hang out and just talk but they wanted things to be cool between Nick and I ( which was not going to happen). I wanted to leave but it seemed like he was actually making a effort to make things better so I stayed. But it was all fake.
Now we are on to 5 o'clock. Nick found a tricycle lying around the park and like any typical boy he began driving the tricycle. After a while he decided to give another one of the kids a try on it. Nick came over to me. "Hey can I have a hug" At first I didn't want to but I got pushed and ended up hugging him. Just before he let go he tazers me ( pushed my pressure points in my sides) and I jumped back. At this point he was laughing histaricolly and so was I. He still had a hold of my waist when he did it again. I jumped back and got free. "I'm sorry. Okay I want a hug for real now." I leaned in to hug him. His hug made me feel so safe, protected, and most importantly loved. But within a moment it was over.
It is now 7 o'clock and we were almost down by the pool. I was never one to tell people when I was mad or jellous... I never told anyone my true feelings because I didn't want to look weak. Serena went to her trailer, got a blanket, then sat down beside Nick. Any idea what he did next??? He started cuddling with her!!! I couldn't even deal with it. Serena kept asking me if it was bugging me and I would say no it was fine... he wasn't mine anyways. I couldn't deal with it anymore and I decided to go for a walk. After 15 minutes I decided to come back and to my luck they were playing truth or dare ( I hate truth or dare and I always get forced to do thinges I don't want to do). Serena texted me and told me she wanted to get him to kiss me so I told her if she did that I would never talk to her again and I wouldn't probably ever come out of my trailer on the weekends. Of course she decided not to do it. He began to get people to throw rocks at me and tried to make me mad. I showed no sign of anger but inside I was a ball of anger ready to be released. Then just to make things worse the girl he was supposedly in love with showed up and he started flirting with her. I couldn't take it at all and that's when I left. That was it... I was done liking him for good.
