Of course I thought the first weekend would be just like the last weekend of camping. I thought he would still like me and that everything would just carry on but we still had two weeks before camping and that's when we started talking.
Nick had texted me right after school and he said "I need to talk to you when you're alone. I just need I text you, but I don't want anyone else to know." I replied "okay text me at four".
It was now four o'clock and I got a text "are you alone yet". I said "yes I am alone and at my house". There was a long pause."I don't want anything between us anymore. Just forget that last year even happened. Are you okay with that". I was shocked by those words. I waited over two hundred days for this to happen. I just wanted to sit down and cry. I just quickly replied "ya I'm fine with it gtg bye". What was I going to do in two weeks when I had to see him again!!!
The two weeks were up and we were at the campground. Things weren't to weird. We still hung out the first weekend and acted like nothing happened but it was so painful and I just couldn't take it I had to go for a walk. I went to my favorite spot in the campground and I couldn't stop crying. He never even texted me wondering if I was okay. I knew then it was really over and there was no going back.
