Every single winter I spent waiting, hoping, dreaming of the things we could be together. This time it was different. I don't think about what we could have been but what I can be now and what I can do. These include 200 days are actually going by fast because I don't worry about seeing him again. This time I get to just live my life, come and go as I please, and I don't have to be bothered by him. I will finally get a year where I just chill out and can pit all my worries behind me. No more summer love, no more worrying, no more waiting.
