Chapter 35

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LAUREN
It's Wednesday morning, so it's my first day at work. I open my laptop, and I'm going to do a blog. I saw his e-mail, I'm going to talk about relationship, and everything like that. It's not really precise for now, but I think it'll be good.

It's 11:00 when Chase opens the door of the room.
-Charlie's not here., I say.
-Where is she, then?
-At the University?
-Oh... Right. So you're doing you're internship right now?
-Yes, but I'm on my break:
-Ok, so how is it going with you're "good friend"?
I frown.
-What are you talking about?
-Well, Blake and you?
-Yes, but why "you're good friend"?
-Well that's what he said yesterday. "Lauren and I are only good friend".
What the fuck, are you kidding me? I'm mad. I'm really mad! Chase realises it. He stays a little bit to talk but he doesn't what to say either. What do you want him to say? God, I was such a foul! "Good friend" Yeah I usually suck my friend's dick, and my best friend always touch my fucking pussy. Anyway Chase and I talked a lot, and I have to leave for my classes right now. It's 1:00 pm when I arrive at school. I'm in the same class as Blake today, yeah. I make my way to my class, and I sit at my place. I don't give him a glance, I don't say "Hi". I just don't want to talk right now.

The class is over, I'm taking my things, and I get out of there. He follows me, but I don't care. He takes my wrist, so I turn to face him. His eyes are full of concern
-What's going on?, he asks.
-Oh, nothing my dear good friend.
And on these words I give him the fakest smile I've ever done in my life. He frowns. He's frustrated.
-Are you kidding me Lauren?
-I-
He cuts me.
-The first time we took a coffee to Starbucks you asked me to keep a secret. It was about what you love. Why did you want me to keep it secret? Yeah, because people will destroy what you love if they know it. In case you didn't know, I fucking love you. No you're not my "good friend", you're my girlfriend, the one I want to be with. But the guys from the fraternity aren't trustable!
He's really mad, and I feel guilty. Oh my god, I hate myself... I should've asked him...
-I'm sorry...
I feel guilty... Really.
-Don't say sorry. Just talk to me.
-I love you Blake...
He takes me in his arms, and he says.
-God damn that I love you too. I love you too much Lauren. Damn!
He gives a sweet on my forehead and looks in my eyes. I really feel stupid.
-Come on baby, we're going to eat something.
I look at him, I'm really happy to be with him.
-OK...
He takes my hand, and we're getting out of the school.
-McDonald?, he ask.
I smile.
-Why not?
He gives me the beautifulest smile ever, and we're walking. I can't stop but looking at him, and he knows it.
-What? Do I have something in the face?, he asks, amused.
-No.
-Then, why are you looking at me like that?
-I love you, and I feel lucky to have you.
He turns to face me, he takes my head in his hands and he gives me a sweet kiss before whispering.
-You're the best.
I smile at him and we continue to walk. I look everywhere, I really love New-York. He opens the door of the fast food, and he let me get in before him. It was to grab my ass, but it's just a detail. We had a little argue about who's going to pay, and he won. I'm going to pay something for him, it makes me feel cheap. We sit at a table and he asks me.
-What are you doing after the year?
-Well, I'll find a job, an appartment and I'll start to build the life I want. You?
-Probably the same.
-Yeah...
-What's going on?, he asks.
-Nothing, I just don't really like to talk about the future.
-Why?, he frowns.
-It looks so complicated and I want too many things. I'm exhausted just to think about it.
-You want things like...?
-Well, I really want to travel. I want to do road trip, I want to visit country. I want to have a career. I want to do something big with my life. Anyway, that's not really important.
-Yes it is, why are you saying that Lauren?
-Because I want too many things, I just can't have everything.
-You'll have everything baby, stop...
I really like when he calls me like that. My heart become warm.
-And you Blake, what do you want?
-You., he answers.
I smile.
-No, seriously...
He looks in my eyes.
-I am serious.
Ok, he's really cute. I never thought he was like that!
-I love you., I say.
-I love you too.

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