The unexpected

Chapter 28

My playlist of "The Weeknd" has played all the way to Florida. We're now getting out of the car. We're so excited!! Well, I am!! The buildings are full of colours. there's pink, pale green, pale blue, it's just so cool! Plus, there's palm trees all along the parking. I can't believe it. I wear a fucking t-shirt, the weather is perfect. The boys are not there yet. We take our bags, and we're getting inside. I love this condo, I would want it. It's so spacious, and it feels good. We're on the first floor, so we don't have stairs ha ha. I know that Charlie told me that my room was the last one on the left, so I make my way to it, I can't wait to see it, I'm like a child. The walls are a pale grey, and I have a big bed. There's pillow everywhere on it, and it's so comfortable! I have a little brown nightstand to the left side of the bed, with a picture of Charlie's cousin, and a flower. There's also two beautiful red canvas on the wall. Oh! And I have a closet with four doors, -it's big-, and a bathroom. There's a toilet, of course. But there's a bath! I'm so happy. I'm going to be here for a week, and I kind of want to feel like home, so I put my cloches in the closet, and my makeup and everything like that in the bathroom. Charlie's room's right next to mine, so I join her. Her room is like me, the only different is that the decorations are blue, not red, like me. I retrace my steps, because I want to see the last room, to the right of the main entrance. She's different from us, the things have been put differently, and in this room, the decorations are green. Right in front of the main entrance, there's the dining area, with a kitchen, and a balcony. I'm making my way to the balcony, there's a BBQ on it, it's pretty. I'm in love with this condo! There's a pool outside, the biggest pool ever, my god! It's really big. I hear the boys talking to Charlie, they're here. And then, I hear Charlie's voice.
-PUT YOUR BIKINI. WE'RE GOING AT THE BEACH PARTY!
I'm very happy, I really need these vacations. I'm going to my room, and I put my pink bikini, I'm cute in it. On it I put my black beach dress. I'm ready to PARTY!! We're all ready. I don't talk to Blake, and he doesn't.

We're at the beach, it's like in the movies, the beach is full of people. It's unbelievable! The music is loud, and I really like this. I dance with Alexa, and I have a beer in my hand. I'm having fun. Blake's with Nathan, and they're talking, I can see them. Anyway! We dance, we laugh, and for the first time, I don't need to talk about Blake and I, it's so... Perfect. He's a friend, nothing more. He'll never be anything more. OK? Alexa's shouting something to me but I can't hear.
-WHAT??
She comes closer to me, and she says in my ear.
-NATHAN WANTS ME TO BE HIS FIANCÉE!!!
There's stars in her eyes, she's so happy and beautiful! They're cute, my god!
-OH MY GOD!!
She wants to share it with me, so I'm happy with her. Everything's so perfect, gosh!
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It's the evening, and there's a friendly party at the condo. "Friendly" is not the  good word for me because Tracy's there, but well, she's always going to be there. We're all sitting in circle, Blake's sitting next to me. This time, Tracy came with three of her bitchy friends. For the second time I know them, we're playing at a different game. They're all changing me, I didn't want to go to party about a month ago, and now I'm always there. The game is simple. When it's your turn, you ask a question. Like "Who has a cat?", and if you have one, you drink one shooter. Alexa starts.
-Who wants to get married someday?
Only her and I drink a shooter. Blake's looking at me. It's Charlie's turn.
-Who has more than 5 tattoos on them.
I don't drink, of course. It's Hunter's turn.
-Who fucked with at least one person at this table?
They're all drinking. Disgusting. I'm watching Blake drinking his shooter with disgust in my eyes. It's Tracy's turn. I hate her so much, argh.
-Who kissed Blake, at least once?
Tracy, her three friends, and I are  drinking one shooter. It's her bitchy friend #1 turn.
-Who already fucked with Blake?
The four girls are drinking. It's her bitchy friend #2 turn.
-Who has been touched by Blake?
The four of them are drinking -again-.
At her bitchy friend #3, I say.
-So, what are you going to tell us? Who sucked Blake's dick?
She gives me a wink. I want to punch her. Calm down.
-Who sucked Blake's dick?
The four of them are drinking, obviously. It's my turn, but we'll need more Vodka.
-I'm going to take a new bottle of Vodka in the kitchen. With whore like you, it's pretty easy to empty the bottle.
And I give a wink to the bitch #3.
I get up, and it's not far, so it's very not long to take it. I think that I'm done with this game, it's not super when I play with kids like these girls.
-I'm done with this game.
I give a sincere smile to Alexa, and I turn on myself. There's another game near us, so I want to join. There's boys that I don't know, but they're nice. One blond guy, kind of surfer one, explains me the game.
-It's easy, you're face to face with someone else. You tell two false things about you, and one true. If he discovers the true one, you have a consequence. Good?
-Good.
I give him a smile, he's the one playing with me. I'll win, I don't think he'll know the true one. I start.
-Hmm... I'm a virgin, I have a boyfriend, and... I don't want to party tonight.
I didn't know what to say, sorry.
He looks at me, and out of nowhere he asks.
-Do you know him?
He's pointing Blake.
Blake's looking at us.
-Yes, why?
-So... You have a boyfriend?
-No, it wasn't true.
-In that way, we'll act like if I've found the true one.
What? He takes my head, and he kiss me. It's weird, it's not Blake... Forget Blake! The kiss doesn't really last, but when it stops, Blake and Tracy are not in the kitchen anymore. It's disgusting if they're fucking in Nathan's room. Thinking of them hurt me, really... I need to change my mind, just for a minute.
-I'll come back.
I give a small smile to the surfer, and I'm making my way to my room, to calm down, and to think. What the fuck, argh! I'm in love with Blake. I open my door, but I see Tracy and Blake in it. Blake doesn't see me, only Tracy, and she's kissing him in the neck while looking at me. My heart stops. It really hurts...I want to vomit, and I also want to run to him, and to punch him. My god that I want to! I'll forget Blake, I don't want this fucking shit in my life. I'm walking to my bed -for the week-.
-You two, get the fuck out of my room!
I scream, I'm angry, very! And I really need to calm down, because I'll really punch one of them. Maybe both. Tracy laughs right in my face. I feel my face becoming red. I'm about to explode.
-Erase this fucking smile on your face, or I'll do it.
My eyes speak more than my words. She continues to laugh, but at least, she get out of my room. Not Blake. He's not in my bed anymore, he closed the door, and he's right in front of it, in that way, I can't leave.
-Let me get out of here, Blake.
He shouldn't keep me like this, I'll cry, I'll scream, or maybe I'll punch him. Let me get some fresh hair!
-Lauren...
-Ah! Stop it!
Hey you were about to fuck her, in my room. Go fuck yourself!
-Seriously, let me get some fresh air.
My tone is harsh. He doesn't move.
-I just so fucking hate you! You're an asshole! You're disgusting, and I just don't know why I love you! I don't want to see you anymore, I just want to punch you right in the face! I hate you, my god!
He comes to me, and he takes me in his arms.
-I don't want you to hold me, Blake.
-I love you, Lauren.
-No, you don't! Go fuck yourself, god!
He steps back.
-That's what you think?
There's a little problem when I'm mad at this point. I laugh, or I scream, or I cry or I do everything at the same time. That's what's going to happen right now. Tears are in my eyes, I'm not talking with him calmly -not at all.-, and I laugh.
-That's not love! When I love someone I'm not with someone else in his room! When I love someone, I love this person, and that's it. You don't love me, you hate me. The only thing you're able to do is hurting me! I'll believe it when you'll be able to prove it. For now, we're not in a perfect book, and life isn't that easy. So now, get the fuck out of my room!
-I'm not getting out! I stay here.
He's mad now. Fuck you.
-Perfect, good night.
I don't want to party anymore, and I don't really care of the sounds, I'm tired.