The unexpected

Chapter 36

We're getting in my room. Charlie's not there? There isn't any party tonight? Yeah, well she also have a boyfriend so she's almost there four nights a week. We're going to my bed as always, and we lay there. I'm just laying on him, and he's playing in my hair. It's just comfortable, and sweet. He's just so perfect. Everything's perfect.

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It's Thursday, and I'm going to my literature class, I'm with Blake this morning, yeah. I'm really happy, so I put the my black dress, I make a low bun in my hair, I put some makeup, and I'm going to the University. Couple minutes later, I'm there. I make my way to the class, and Blake's already there. When he sees me, there's a smile on his lips, and his eyes are full of love.
-Good morning baby., he says, giving me a kiss.
-Good morning.
I sit next to him, and I revise my notes. He's looking at what I'm doing, when a voice ask me.
-Can I sit next to you?
This voice seems familiar. Blake and I look at the person. My heart stops to beat, I can barely breathe. Blake's looking at me, then at the person, and at me. No, it just can't happen.
-Jordan...
That's all I can say. He has a sad look, and he waits for me to answer. I give a glance at Blake, he niw know it's Jordan. There's possessiveness in his eyes.
-Yes, you can...
What should I say? "No"? He sits right next to me. Nice, I'm between my ex, and my boyfriend. Blake looks angry as fuck. I want to give him a sweet kiss on the cheek, but I don't want to do this in front of Jordan, it isn't respectful. The class starts, I just can't concentrate, I'm really uncomfortable.

The class ends so I get out of here, and I try to get the fuck out of here as fast as I can. I'm walking to my car when I hear
-Lauren!
I turn on myself and I see Jordan. Argh!
-Can we talk Lauren? Later if you want, I just want to talk to you, please.
I don't want to talk with him, but I'll be honest with him, and I'll talk about Blake and I.
-Yeah... Just come to the dorm.

BLAKE
It's been an hour since our literature classes. I'mm walking in round in my room. Her ex's now here. Perfect good-looking guy, I'm nothing compared to him! Oh god... I don't want to lose her, I love er. Shit! And at the end of the class she just leaves, like that. Fuck it, I can't stay here anymore. I take my keys and I'm goig to the dorm, I need to talk with her, I need to kiss her. I love her. I make my way to his room, and I'm determined to talk to her. I open the door of her room, and I start to talk without looking where she is.
-Lauren, I--
But then, I see her.
I see her sitting at the table, with Jordan. My heart stops beating, and I can't talk anymore. She gets up, and she says.
-Blake, I--
But I cut her.
-No...
I close the door, and I'm getting out of the dorm. That was a cheap shot from her, really. She calls me, but I don't answer, I turn off my phone.

LAUREN
I'm walking in the room, and I try to call Blake. I was just about to tell Jordan that I'm with Blake now. Jordan arrived like fifteen minutes ago. Shit, Blake, I love you... But I really hate to be ignored. It's frustrating. I stop to call him.
-So, who is he?, he asks.
-My boyfriend.
His eyes become round.
-Are you kidding me?
I frown, what the fuck is he asking me?
-What's the problem?
-Nothing, there's just a huge difference between him and I.
-Well, that's why I'm with him? I wouldn't have break up with you to be with an other Jordan?
-Yes, you're right.
-That's it.
My tone is harsh, because it's frustrating, and my relationship is none of his buisiness.
-Anyway, about what do you want to talk?, I ask.
-About us.
-There's no "us" anymore. Anyway, "us" never really existed.
He frowns.
-What do you mean?
-It wasn't "us". You didn't care about me, and I loved you. There was only me in this fucking relationship, and probably that you're because Julia don't want you anymore?
He doesn't answer.
-I think that you're frustrated tonight Lauren, so I'll let you...
I take a deep breathe.
-I'm sorry Jordan, it's not my day. But you really should leave, because you don't have to live my frustration.
-It's OK Lauren, don't worry. We'll talk another time.
I give him a fake smile, and he gets out of my room.