The unexpected

Chapter 33

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I'm holding the prettiest girl ever in my arms. We finally give us a chance. She's so perfect, I need her. It's just different. I don't want to fuck her, I want to make love to her. And I want her to lose her virginity with me. 'Cause I love her.

LAUREN
I'm getting up, and he's looking at me.
-Want something to eat?, I ask.
-No thank you, I'm OK.
I walk to the door, and I lock it. I don't want anybody to come inside. He's looking at me, I know it, and I feel hot. Really. He's now laying on my bed, so I lay next to him. His arm is under my head, and with the other hand he's taking mine.
-I love you., he says.
-I love you too.
We're both looking at each other, smiling.
He looks at my lips, I feel weak when he do that. I do the first step. I press my lips to his hot, and wet lips. He's such a good kisser, and I've never loved to kiss that much. Without even realising it, he took my leg, and it's on him now. My hand's on his neck, and we just don't want to stop. He's taking me closer to him. I feel his erection... It's hot out here! I want him, I don't care that I don't have experiences. Well, I touched Jordan a couple of times, so... I put my hand on his jeans, touching his erection. Butterflies are flying everywhere inside of me, what is he doing to me... He takes my hand and he put it away from his jeans.
-No..., He whispers to my ear.
He's kissing me everywhere on the neck, on my collarbone, and then he returns to my lips. One of my hand's in his hair. God... He takes my leg, and he make sure it's on him. In that way, he has access between my legs. He gently slide his hand under my short, and he doesn't stop kissing me. Part of me really want him, and the other part is thinking "you're not the first one". Without even reallising it, my kiss aren't like they were at first, so he stops, and asks.
-Are you ok?
I give him a fake reassuring smile, and I say.
-Yes.
I kiss him. Honestly, we gave us a chance, so I'll have to deal with his past. That's how it is. His hand's now on the most private part of my body. He gently starts to form an "o" on my clit, and it feels just so good... My hands are holding him tighter. It feels so good, my legs are shaking. I try to contain the pleasure, but I just can't. Then, he whispers in my ear:
-Let go...
God, on these words, I just can't contain myself. I love him, and he gave me so much pleasure... On these words, I have my first orgasm ever. He knows it, so he stops and he takes me in his arms. I feel a little bit shy now, so I don't want to look at him for a couple of minutes. It was so... Magic. One hand's holding me and the other one's my hair. Everything's so perfect.
-How was it, your first orgasm?
I still don't want to look at him.
-Perfect.
I know that he's smiling.
-Look at me., he says.
-No.
-Why?
He takes my head, so I don't have the choice. I blush, I know.
-Hey baby, you never have to be shy with me ok?