The unexpected

Chapter 19

I'm standing there, in the middle of the room. I don't know if I regret to let him go, or not... I just want to change my mind. What the fuck just happened! We had a super day, it was so great! Oh my god... I need to calm down, so I'm going to take a shower, with hot water, just to relax.
I'm getting in the shower, and I close my eyes. I really need to calm myself, and think. I would like to, but my cellphone doesn't stop ringing. I get out, and I answer as fast as I can.
-Hello?
There's music, it's pretty loud.
-LAUREN! COME AT THE FRATERNITY!
It's Charlie.
-No Charlie, I don't want to.
-Lauren, I want you to be here, please.
She's making her puppy voice.
-Charlie, I'm not in that kind of mood.
-I know, I saw Blake. He's not in a good mood too, that's why I want you to come.
-I don't know...
-Come on! Put your sexy clothes. I don't care if you had a fight with him, and if you're wrong or you're right. You need to show him what he miss!
She's drunk as fuck.
-It's fine, I'm coming in five minutes.
I hang up, and I make a low bun in my hair. I put some makeup, and I put my beige pants, with my grey, and blue lined shirt. With this t-shirt, you can't say that I don't have boobs! I take my keys, and I go outside. It's pretty rare that I take my car, but I don't want to pay a taxi tonight. I get in my black Tucson, -My mom gave it to me for my 19th birthday-, and I'm going to the fraternity.
Ten minutes later, I'm there. I don't know if I really should be here... I go inside, and like everytime, there's people everywhere. At first, I'm going to the kitchen, but nobody's there. Then, I'm going to the living room. There's nobody either, but I have spotted the redhead girl who flirts with Nathan, so I ask her.
-Excuse me, do you know where they are?
-Well, Nathan's outside, he had a call, but I seriously don't know for the others, sorry... But, by the way, I'm Alexa.
She gives me a big smile, and we shake hands.
-Lauren.
-I know.
What? She knows me? I frown.
-You do?
-Yes, well, you're part of them, so...
She gives me a shy smile, she's nice. But wait, part of them? Fuck it, I'm here to change my mind. I sit right next to her.
-Did you see Blake?
-Yes...
She don't look at me.
-Where is he, then?
-Upstairs...
-With tracy?
I really try to control my tone.
-Yes... Sorry.
I want to vomit. But I frown at her "sorry".
-Why?
-Well, Nathan, Charlie, Chase, and Hunter sometimes talk about you two, so... Anyway.
Yes, anyway. I need to change the subject.
-And you, with Nathan?
I give her a fake smile. I try to calm down, because I want to go upstairs. I'll vomit. Oh my god. She's talking but I don't care anymore.
-I'm sorry...
I'm walking fast to go upstairs, and I really hope nobody's there. When I'm upstairs, I see Charlie. She's talking with Chase. I really hate this situation, the bathroom is right in front of Blake's room. I run to the bathroom.