Faking It -Cameron Dallas//Major editing

Chapter Thirty-Four

(Sorry guys about not updating, watt pad deleted this chapter so I had to rewrite. Okay enjoy. Don't forget to comment, I love reading them.)

Maddison's POV

(5 MONTHS LATER)

It's late, and Sam and I just got back from our dinner.

Sam and I have been dating for 4 months. He makes me feel like the love is endless, I feel so safe like no one has ever made me feel before.

He makes he forget about all the bad, and Cameron... I don't talk about him much. He's in my past, but he leaves a huge mark. He was my first everything, how can I forget.

Little does anyone know, the first month Cameron left, I cried every night, and didn't eat much. Things got real bad, but Sam came and saved me. He make sure everything was okay. 

I don't think I would be here if it wasn't for him. Because I sat around wondering what every other girl had to offer, that I didn't. I thought I was a big fuck up, and everything I did was wrong, and that I pushed him away.

Anyways, we live in Boston, Mass. It's beautiful here. First time I saw snow it was breath taking. I know what your think we are moving to fast but, we were best friends before everything.

When we get home I jump into the shower, because tomorrow is Monday. Oh yeah I almost forgot, I work in a big office building for an insurance company. I love it honestly. As for Sam he still does meet and greets in Boston, photoshoots, and all the social media stuff.

But lastly Sam has been on his phone non stop, the phone call are endless, and he never looks up from his phone. But I understand, it's work.

"Sammy babe!" I yell out the door.

"Yeah baby." He says snapping back to reality.

"I forgot a towel, can you maybe grab me one?" I ask.

"Yeah." He says, and I hear the floor shift, and the door cracks open.

I jump in surprise, because Sam has never seen me nude. I'm actually very self conscious. I don't know why. I mean I use to have anorexia and all that so. I know its all my head.

"Thank you." I say and take the towel.

I wrap it around my small figure, and open the door.

I walk to our bedroom, and slip on some pajamas, and brush my hair. I walk to our bed, and slip under the blankets. I slowly close my eyes.

Warm arms wrap around my torso, and trail their fingers up and down my arm sending goose bumps from my head to toes. I roll over so I'm facing Sam. He soft gentle lips, brush against mine. Are breathing picks up as our craving for each other increases.

"Sam." I whisper.

"Yes baby girl." He whispers back.

"Never leave me." I whisper.

He didn't answer, and instead smashed his lips against mine. They moved in sync, and the pasted pick up. God did this boy know how to kiss. He tugs at my button lips to ask to enter. I part my lips, and his tongue explores me mouth. He pulls aways.

"I promise you Maddison Lexiontion I will never leave you."

I snuggle back under his arms, and his breathing slowly drifts to a steady tired one.

I lay there. But do I promise that I will never leave him. I'm in love with him, but what about Cameron. What if he comes back, what if he misses me, what if he is looking for me, or what if he moved on.

My mind wondered to another world. I lay here drowned in my what ifs, hoping for some closure. What's love? It's a choice. We choose to love someone, we choose that person we love. It's a feeling yes, but sometime I know we can't help it. But we choose through all the good and bad to stay, that's love. No matter what the struggle is you stay there and protect them, and make sure in the end there okay. Cameron, he made me feel like that. Maybe I don't promise Sam I'll never leave, because I love Cameron.
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Hey guys,

Ugh why do boys have to suck so much ass. Like why lie about something you know will be know as the truth in the end. Break ups sucks ass, especially if it's because they fell for someone else. Whatever. Don't forget to vote, and I hope you enjoyed.

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