Faking It -Cameron Dallas//Major editing

Chapter Twenty-Two

Maddison's POV

The words sunk in. He loves her. My face went pale, I was speechless. He loved someone else. Say we did ever go back out, he loved someone else. I close my eyes, and take a deep breath.

"What?" Cameron asks pulling me back to reality.

"Oh what nothing." I lied.

"Why did you look so disappointed?" He asks.

I stop. I shook my head.

"I should get going." I lied again.

"Why?"

"Umm see talking about these thing are sensitive to me. I just can't." I say shaking my head.

"You can tell me." He mumbles.

"No I really can't."

"Yes."

"Cameron I'm not tell you. We just met, and you open up to me too fast. Maybe you should of called Maddison. Maybe you shouldn't have moved on so fast, and maybe you should learn the concept of love." I blurred out. My eye shot open wide.

It was quite. I was right. Right? He never called me. Or just fell for a new girl so fast acting like I was nothing. Or falling in love so fast. I don't know. But he was so full of him self.

"Oh." He finally says.

Out of all things, oh? Im done. He has changed, and maybe I have too. We just aren't meant for each other anymore. The sparks was gone, and so was I.

"I have to go." I says leaving the room.

He didn't move, or try to stop me. I leave his house in complete silence. I was pissed, hurt, sad, and stressed. Lastly maybe we were never meant for each other. It was all just a miss understanding.

I got to my car, and sat there.  A wave of sadness took over my body. I cried hard. I was upset he loved someone else. I was mad he never called me. And pissed he moves on so quick. Fuck him. Fuck boys. Fuck Maddison. I'm Gabby now. I'm not going to let anyone push me around. I'm sick of this shit. Fuck Olivia. Fuck Lilly, Jack, and Cam.

"Shit!" I yell.

I place my head on the staring wheel. Then realized I'm still in Cameron drive way. I pull out of the drive way, and drive home.
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When I do get home I run up to my room, slam my door shut, and flop on my bed. I place my head in my pillow, and scream. This sucked. It's not like I can walk over to Jacks house and tell him about everything. Or call shit fuck  (Cameron) and explain how I feel. God why did I have to move here. I miss high school. I miss Lilly before she turned into a selfish bitch. Fuck Maddie stop. Why does it hurt so bad? Why did I have to see him?

I cried for about five more minutes. Then my eye lids got tired, and I slowly fell asleep.

"Morning honey." Someone says, opening the door.

"Morning babe." I respond back.

"Daddy and me made you breakfast!" Little Lucas says.

"Oh really!" I say in excitement.

"Luke go get the tray." Cam says kneeling down to his level.

I smile to myself. This is was makes everything worth it all.

Luke runs to the kitchen.

Cameron walks over to me, and hovers over me.

"I love you."

"I love you more."

Are lips collied. I pulls away as Luke comes in with a large tray of food into the room. I smile and thank him. As family we all sit on Cam and I's bed.

I jolt up, in tears. Out of all nights, it had to be tonight. I'm an emotional mess.

I get up and walk to the kitchen. My mom was at work, and I was left drowning in my ocean of thoughts.

He is shit Maddie forget about him.
He was so sweet at times.
He has someone else.
He loved you.
Loved not any more.

My trail of thoughts argue with them selfs. I pour a glass of orange juice, and sit at the island. My phone buzzes.

'Are you free?'

Cams number comes across the screen. I needed a day to myself.

'No'

I simply respond back. Hey who cares, I'm Gabby now. My phone buzzes again.

'I need advice.'

My jaw drops open. I don't care about your love life. I don't care about you!

'Then find a counselor? I'm not your mentor.'

I answer back, and then shut off my phone. Screw him. I finish off my juice, and decided to go shopping.
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I reach the mall, and it's not too crowed. I walk into Pacsun. I buy a pair of black skinny jeans, black cropped tang top, cat styled sun glasses, and a black sun hat. Then I go to Forever21. I buy a denim skirt, a light pink flow tang top, a pair of grey joggers, and a lip stick. Lastly I head over the Victoria Secret. I grab some underwear, bra, sweat pants, and leggings. I leave the store, and my phone buzzes.

'I know your secret. Meet me at Starbucks by the phone accessories store at 12:00.'

I froze. Who could this be? I check the time 11:45 shit! I quickly head to the car and drive to the place we have to meet up.

I walk into Starbucks, order a drink, and then look around. I sit down, and about ten minutes later someone taps on my shoulder.

"Hey Gabby? Or is that even your name."

You would never guess who stood behind me.