Broken, Beyond Repair

~Chapter 11~

It's Monday.. Yay..

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Jack: "Hey."

Me: "Hi."

Jack: "Wanna go sit?"

Me: "Sure. Usual spot?"

Jack: "Yep." We walk over to our regular spot, and sit down.

Me: "Nobody understands me, Jack." I randomly blurt out.

Jack: "Life is complicated. You have to understand that."

Me: "You don't think I went through enough to not understand that?"

Jack: "Well-"

Me: "This isn't a fucking game. Don't even think about trying to play it with me." I got so furious so fast...

Jack: "I'M NOT TRYING TO JENN! IF YOU THINK I AM THEN LEAVE!" I got him so furious with me. Why was my fury so overwhelming?

Me: "FINE! I NEVER WANTED YOU IN MY LIFE ANYWAY!" I fought back, but I actually felt like a bitch.

I turned around and left. Anger filled my body. I slammed the door on my way out, and just wanted to cry. Why did I do that? I'm such an ass. Nobody deserves me.

I didn't think a simple conversation as that could turn into something fucking terrifying. What the hell, I guess I'm skipping school today.

I miss Jack. Are we broken up? Are we over? Seems like it. I want my lover boy back..

Anyway, I decided to take a walk. Maybe I just need to think this through. Everything I said that was offensive to him, I didn't mean a single thing. I just got mad. Now that I think about it, he was just trying to help me. But oh well, it's too late now.

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It's the next day and I'm getting ready to go to school. Yes, I'm going today. I came here to get my education back up since now I'm just an out of control freak. I have no choice.

I grabbed some cereal from the ugly wooden cabinet and poured some into Andrew's gorgeous off white and black bowl. He let me take it with me in memory of him; classic Andrew.

I took a medium sized silver spoon out of my drawer and started munching on my cereal.

Once I was finished, I washed everything, grabbed my backpack, and headed out the door.

As I was walking down the sidewalk, I see Jack and another girl.. Kayla? They were holding hands.. I mean, Kayla is  decent I guess, but she has bullied me plenty of times. Jack obviously doesn't know.

I walked slower and as we got closer to the school, Kayla went inside and Jack went to get water. Then, I sped really fast past him while he was walking to the fountain.

Next, I opened the door to a day of fun.

~A/N: Remember, new schedule :) Every chapter has some sort of bumps, doesn't it?~