Broken, Beyond Repair

~ Chapter 33 ~

...and now I basically have almost nothing on my body. Jack is about to tug down my panties, but he gives me a last look before doing it. A can-I-do-this-or-are-you-too-insecure-right-now-for-this look.

Me: "Do it." I whisper while giving him a nervous smile.

We continue on from there.

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We wake up by bright lights flashing at us. I open my eyes seeing.. Rebecca and Andrew run out of the room? What the fuck.

Me: "Rebecca! Andrew! Get your fat asses back over here right now!" I yell demandingly.

They come in laughing with their hands covering their mouths. Andrew turns around and I think I see snapchat... Opened...

Me: "WHAT THE HELL!"

Andrew: "What? You guys did that. We had to snapchat that to let everyone know."

Me: "That's our personal life. Only we handle it. Why did you guys just walk in anyway? Did you guys forget that I like it when people knock first? Goddamn." I roll my eyes while Jack rubs my back which sends a chill down my spine.

Rebecca: "It's not a big deal."

Me: "You know what, it isn't. In fact, it's such a small one that I'll just leave." I look down remembering that I don't have any clothes on.

Andrew: "Why?"

Me: "Because, I don't need immature friends like the both of you. And who gives a damn, I'm not coming back to live here even if my life in Philly is worse than here. I'll spend it with McKenna and Jack instead. Also, never mind my fans anymore. Now I'm just a slut to everyone. Get out of here."

Andrew and Rebecca walk out of the room with pure silence left in the room.

Jack: "Jenn.." He whispers.

Me: "I'm getting my stuff and leaving. Stay if you want, I don't give a shit. Just- leave me alone."

I get up not even caring about my nudity. The dress I wore lays on the floor, so I pick it up and go to the bathroom to change into it.

Once I'm done, I walk out seeing Jack gathering his stuff. As I walk out, I slam the door behind me and feel Jack glance at me.

I walk all the way back to the hotel to get the rest of my stuff. I'm too upset to call for an uber. It's not that far anyway.

I get there, finally, grab my suitcase, and use my phone to call an uber to take me to the airport.

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The uber drops me off at the destination. I walk through the airport doors all by myself, wishing I wouldn't be here the next day after I was already here. I jog to the lady at the desk and ask her for the soonest tickets back to Philly. Luckily, there's one last ticket for the 10:30 flight which is in ten minutes. What a coincidence.

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I'm on the plane, thinking about what's going to happen. I guess LA wasn't as exciting as I thought. I wish I just stayed in Philadelphia. Why did I have sex with Jack? Why did I agree to go to a party? Why can I not be called a slut? Why did my two best friends do this to me anyway?