Broken, Beyond Repair

~Chapter 17~

It's the next afternoon and I'm currently walking back home. A yell of my name stops me.

Jack G (Gilinsky): "Yo! McAllister!" If you didn't know which I'm assuming you don't, Jack G is my ex. He was mine the first month of school, and we moved.. Pretty fast..(no, no sex was involved). Then he abused me and went to prison. Now, I don't know why he's out so early.

Me: "Oh my god.." I whisper to myself.

Jack G: "That's right, I'm out. Now, I can do all I want to ya." He smirks and runs towards me. I start running, but my low energy doesn't help me. "GET OVER HERE MCALLISTER!"

Everyone around looks at me in shock. I look back for a few seconds, then look back forward, and I slam into a brick wall.

Everyone starts laughing at me. Jack G acts like he's just another friend of mine. Next, he takes me more behind the wall.

Jack G: "Hello, old one."

Me: "Why the hell are you out of jail so early?" I stay sat down as I'm giving a shock of fear.

Jack G: "Jack J broke me out. But the point is, I'm going to fuck you."

Me: "No you aren't."

Jack G: "I still love you."

Me: "You still love me? If you always loved me, why did you hurt me so bad like that?"

Jack G: "The alcohol. The drugs. I couldn't help myself." He gives a fake sad face.

Me: "YOU DRANK AND DID DRUGS?!" I scream at the top of my lungs. He did that?!

Jack G: "Shh, calm down. Just get undressed." He tugs my jacket off.

Me: "No! I already have a better boyfriend than you. And guess what, he actually loves me for who I am."

~*Flashback*~

Me: "It's hard for me to get through a day. It doesn't matter if someone shouts a simple comment like 'you suck' or if it's a super depressing one like 'go kill yourself'. I want to die either way."

Jack G: "Jenn, your overreacting."

Me: "I'm overreacting?"

Jack G: "Yeah, ki-" I interrupt him.

Me: "Do you know how much I have to go through everyday?! How much stress I have, and how many times I've been called different things?! These hallways are complete hell for me. Maybe not for you, but school is a reason for me to kill myself. It's a total option."

Jack G: "Don't say that."

Me: "I will. You obviously don't care, so just leave my life. I guess you were never a real friend after all."

Jack G: "Jenn! Get your ass back over here!" He tries to grab my hand, but I walk away fast enough for him to not reach it.

Tears pour down my face. I get up from the ground and head to the bathroom. Nobody understands me, do they? Life is a fucking joke. It'll never be surrounded by angels.

~*End Of Flashback*~

Jack G: "I love you more." He forces me to take off everything..and he helps me. I try so hard to stop him, but I can't. He's too strong. "Put this on." He hands me a lace bra, and lace panties.

Me: "Excuse me?"

Jack G: "I SAID PUT IT ON!" He throws both of the matching pieces at me, and part of the lace comes off. It gets set on the edge of the sidewalk. I quickly put both pieces on, and we continue with the process.

~

Jack G: "Don't say a fucking word to anyone." We've gone on for four hours, and it's dark outside.

At this point, I'm crying. He's beaten me plenty of times, and did everything roughly. All I did the whole time was cry. I wanted to get out of there.

Me: "Fine.." He leaves me and I sit buried in my knees with no clothes on, and the two pieces of lace set on the ground.