Broken, Beyond Repair

~Chapter 36~

~Jack's POV~

I'm currently going to Jenn's house. I told her I was staying but then something chaotic happened on Instagram. Right now, I'm not friends with Rebecca or Andrew. I'm so fucking pissed off... Jenn was right; I should've left with her.

As I walk into the house, it's just silent. I hear something upstairs, so I check in her room.

When I walk in, I drop everything. Jenn is about to jump off her wall with a rope around her neck.

She jumps off..

Me: "JENN! OH GOD NO! OH GOD PLEASE NO! NO!" My eyes start to sting so I let all the tears fall. I run over to her taking the rope off her neck.

Her mouth is open so I try and put my face up close to see if she's breathing.
She is breathing.

Me: "Jenn! Please, look at me. Open your eyes." I whisper lightly as I hold her head.

Jenn: "J-Jack?" Her eyes barely open at all.

Me: "Jenn."

Jenn: "Is, is that.. You?"

Me: "Yes, it's me. Jack Baran?"

Jenn: "Oh thank god." She randomly sits up and puts her arms around my neck to give me a hug. "I didn't think you'd come back. God I missed you."

Me: "No, I'm back. I should've listened. I'm sorry." I kiss her.

Jenn: "What made you change your mind?"

Me: "Instagram posts."

Jenn: "Oh yeah."

Me: "I tried texting you earlier. It said the message couldn't be sent. So then I tried calling, but same thing."

Jenn: "Oh. I kind of threw my phone at the wall and smashed it. That's why." Okay?

Me: "Why?"

Jenn: "I got pissed, even at you. I didn't want to look at it anymore. I was going to become blind." She lets out a small laugh.

We stay silent for a few seconds.

Me: "Was it your first time?"

Jenn: "First time..?" Her voice trails off as she acts confused.

Me: "Doing it."

Jenn: "Psh, what a joke. I've done it way more than that but not like this one. The other ones didn't really count cause it was abuse at that time. This time it was definitely different. If your talking about this type, then yes it is.."

Me: "Oh."

Jenn: "You?"

Me: "Same thing."

Jenn: "You got abused in that way?"

Me: "My dad." My voice trails off as well.

Jenn: "Ohh, I'm so sorry. It sucks."

Me: "It's not your fault. But new subject... I just wish I was there for you like I promised." My fake smile turns into a frown.

Jenn: "You really should have listened, sorry but, you should've."

Me: "I know. I'm sorry."

Jenn: "Your lucky I love you."

Me: "Yeah, basically."