Broken, Beyond Repair

~Chapter 28~

Yay, it's Friday! Bout time that it's the end of the week. I'm super happy this morning for once. I'll be talking to Jack and McKenna, which sounds weird to say.

I do my regular morning routine, then gallop down the stairs for a bagel. I take out the cream cheese, a knife, and the bagel itself. I get out a plate from the cabinet and set it down in front of me.

I stare at the bagel for a couple seconds thinking about how delicious it's going to taste. I spread on the cream cheese and put everything back where I got it from.

I take a bite out of my bagel. Damn, it's so good. Better than the schools crappy bagels, that's for sure.

Once I'm finished, I wash everything off and grab my backpack. I walk out the door, catching up with Jack.

Jack: "Morning babe." He kisses me.

Me: "Morning love."

Jack: "I need to ask you something."

Me: "Yeah?"

Jack: "There's a party tonight. Lindsay is having a middle of the year party. Will you please come?" He begs with a sad face.

Me: "I don't even know Lindsay. Plus, it's gonna have smoking involved, people making out in ever corner, and just wild."

Jack: "So what? You don't go to any parties, Jenn. Now that your friends with McKenna, you won't be that person that everyone calls a loner."

Me: "I mean, I guess.."

Jack: "Please! I'm begging you!"

Me: "UGH fine! For you!" I give in, but I guess it won't be that bad.

Jack: "Yay!" Jack squeals and claps his hands together. "I'll pick you up at 6."

McKenna: "Sup guys!"

Jack: "McKenna! Guess what?! Jenn is going to the party tonight!"

McKenna: "Jenn! Yes bitches!" They both squeal, making me quite anxious.

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Party time. I'm all dolled up with my caked makeup, curled hair, and a fitted, short black dress. It starts very slim at the top, then near the waistline it goes out to pure poof. All I'm doing right now is patiently waiting for Jack to pick me up.

A honk scares me from outside. Right away, I know it's Jack. I grab my little black wallet purse and walk over to his car.

Jack: "You look stunning as ever." His smile turns from wide to even wider.

Me: "Thank you. Your not looking to shabby yourself, sir." I wink, making him cringe?

Jack: "Sir?"

Me: "Yep, is that why you just cringed?"

Jack: "Yeah. Anyway, no time for talking. Let's go." Jack backs up for space, and away we go.

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Jack and I walk in. Knowing it's a party, nobody cares whether you knock or not. If you knock, most likely you won't get inside.

I can already smell the strong scent of alcohol. Everyone is grinding on each other, making out, and doing the typical party stuff.

Me: "You sure about this Jack?" I give him a nervous look.

Jack: "It's fine. This gives us time away from each other, and to meet new people. Okay, I'll see you later." He kisses me, then disappears into the huge crowd of wild.

Brittany: "Hi.. Didn't think to see you here." Blank face expression. She gives me nothing.

Me: "Well, I decided it's time to meet other people." What a lie.

Brittany: "Hey uh, since it's a party we're at and nobody even gives a shit, can I tell you something?" I can tell she's nervous.

Me: "Go ahead."

Brittany: "I feel like a bitch. I hate to admit it, but I'm sorry okay? Your not as bad as I always thought. I'm very sorry." Well I'm sorry for your face.

Me: "This is a joke, right?"

Brittany: "I swear to the fucking lord of Jesus Christ and of the Heavenly Father above." She gives the cross over her heart..

Me: "Okay, I guess I can accept your apology. Thanks Brittany?"

Brittany: "I mean it, trust me. So I got to go now. I'll see you at school. Bye." I wave goodbye back at her.

Now what? I walk around and just look everywhere. People are probably thinking that I'm just a lost puppy.

Out of the corner of my eye, something strikes. I hear glass fall over, breaking into tiny little pieces all over the floor.

Everyone's eyes go wide, very wide. Wider than Kim Kardashian's ass will ever be. Off topic, but I can feel my sense for tears as I look back up, seeing who caused it.