Broken, Beyond Repair

~Chapter 34~

As I get off the plane, I feel hallucinations.

I know, I'm such a piece of crappy shit for leaving. But, I had to. There was no way I was staying.

At this moment in time, I don't know whether Jack is staying or coming back. I won't be surprised if he stays honestly.

I call an uber and wait for the ride home. When it gets here, I bop inside and turn on my Spotify playlist. Yes, bop.

I'm home about forty five minutes later. My uber drops me off at my house and I skip to the door.

It sure feels good to be home. Although, without Jack here is just plain boring.

My mind continues to think about him. I can't right now. I just can't.

To get everything cleared up, no, I'm not mad at Jack. It's his choice to stay, and if he does, his loss. But I'm very pissed off at Andrew and Rebecca.

Going back to Jack, I know I can't pick his friends for him. Rebecca and Andrew did something to us that's just awful. Both of us should be mad at them for it, and I don't get why he isn't. I know he isn't mad at them or else he would've left with me. Again, I can't control who his friends are, but in my opinion, the best choice is to leave them because I'm pretty damn sure that if we did that same thing to them, they'd be absolutely pissed the fuck off.

Buzz.

Rebecca Black: "Hey, listen. I'm vry vry srry. I feel like shit and I need forgiveness." Sure, whatever bitch.

I ignored her text message. There's no way I'm forgiving that after what she's done to me.

Buzz.

Andrew Lowe: "Hi Jenn. We're srry. We didn't mean it." Fuck that.

I ignored his too. I wonder how I ever thought that they were my best friends.. And yet for so long I've fell for them.