Hate Your Heart // zayn malik

Chapter 12 - This Is Your Fault

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Chapter 12 – This Is Your Fault

Edward’s P.O.V

I didn’t know what to do. Max was so upset she’s afraid that everyone will hate her. I sat down frustrated I was grabbing at my hair and pulling it all different directions.

“Hey Ed it’s okay Max will be-” Rose starts to say.

“How do you know?” I almost yell.

“She’ll never be fully okay she’ll always have a crack she will never be properly fixed all because of him!!” I yell pointing at Zayn his head bowed down in disappointment as he knows it’s his fault she’s like this. The room fell silent.

“She’ll never be okay because no matter how much I love her she’ll always love Zayn no matter how much shit he’s put her through. He’s the one who ruined her life and all I wanted was for her to be happy but she can never truly be happy until he stops messing with heart. He needs to stop playing with her feelings because I know I’m what’s best for her now and the future because I didn’t fuck up her life in the beginning.” I said frustratingly. I heard the door slam shut and saw Zayn was missing.

“Hey you have no right to say that! Sure Zayn hurt Max in the past but Zayn has feelings too and you’re hurting him right now!!! It is wrong for you to do that!!” Louis yelled in my face.

“That was nothing like what he’s done to Max so don’t even compare it!!” I yell back.

“How would you know that could have hurt just as much!!” He retorted.

“How would I know? I have felt pain maybe not the same as Max’s but pain that has hurt so much so I would know if Zayn’s was as strong as Max’s.” I argue back. It’s true my parents died on their flight to Australia.

“Guys I think we should calm down a bit we’re all upset and right now we need to be here for Max. We should respect her decision and be happy for her.” Liam states he’s right I nod my head.

“I’m sorry Louis.”

“It’s not me you should be apologising to.” I sigh he’s right. I step outside to go and find Zayn but see he’s just outside leaning against the wall with a cigarette in his hands twirling it between his fingers trying to figure out whether he should light it and breath it in.

“Don’t Zayn. I’m sorry for everything I said. I know it’s not your fault there are other things that made her like this family stuff and also just herself.

“Truce?” I say holding my arms out so he’d hug me.

“Truce.” He smiled and gave me a hug it was a little bit awkward. But all is well.

“What family stuff?” He doesn’t know? I would have thought that she would have told him.

“I don’t think it’s my place to tell you.” I say truthfully he nods and puts the cigarette back in its box and in his pocket. We walk back inside and I walk up the stairs and knock on Max’s door. There was no answer so I let myself in. I saw her staring at an old photo as a few tears rolled down her cheeks. I sit down beside her and look at the photo of her when she was younger with I assume her dad and her mum.

“That your mum?” I ask as I wrap my arm around her waist.

“Yeah when I was three before she started hurting me. I still miss her, the old her before everything turned out bad. I miss the way she use to love me. I love my dads but I still wish I had my mum sometimes before she took everything out on me.” She says as she leans into me.